Was Listening To Spotify And Realized

wow. now, this is art.

painted this because i missed social interaction and now i still miss social interaction but now i have blue watercolor all over my hands

i kinda felt that on a personal level.

i’m so mad bc someone asked me what the last song i’ve listened to and it’s beach boy by knox hamilton and turns out it’s a tiktok song that i didn’t even know was a tiktok song. this is why i hate tiktok i cannot even enjoy music anymore without everyone assuming i got it from tiktok, it’s a plague on society.

Lady Bird, Greta Gerwig / Nothing New (feat. Phoebe Bridgers), Taylor Swift / Party Girls, Malcom Liepke / ribs, Lorde / The Parent Trap, Nancy Meyers / Landslide, Fleetwood Mac / Female Artist, Ernst Ludwig

i'm more like ohhh strange meme pics to send my non existent friends like these:

obsessed with the concept of pinterest. like oooooh pretty pictures let me sort you into little boxes and get unrealistic amounts of joy from it

lorde lyric parallels (that i've noticed) throughout different eras:

stoned at the nail salon; solar power:

"oh, make it good"

ribs; pure heroine:

"we can talk it so good, we can make it so divine"

stoned at the nail salon; solar power:

"got a memory of waiting in your bed wearing only my earrings"

the louvre; melodrama:

"half of my wardrobe is on your bedroom floor"

california; solar power:

"oh, the hotels and the jets and i'd pay it all again"

still sane; pure heroine:

"i still like hotels, but i think that'll change"

mood ring; solar power:

"you can burn sage, and i'll cleanse the crystals"

royals; pure heroine:

"i've never seen a diamond in the flesh"

the path; solar power:

"now i'm alone on a windswept island"

royals; pure heroine:

"jet planes, islands, tigers on a gold leash"

writer in the dark; melodrama:

"i am my mother's child, i'll love you 'til my breathing stops"

love club; pure heroine:

"my mother's love is choking me"

writer in the dark; melodrama:

"i'll let the seasons change my mind"

the path; solar power:

"caught in the complex divorce of the seasons"

sober II (melodrama); melodrama:

"you asked if i was feeling it, i'm physco high"

mood ring; solar power:

"we can get high, but only if the wind blows"

liability; melodrama:

"they're gonna watch me disappear into the sun"

the path; solar power:

"i just hope the sun will show us the path"

green light; melodrama:

"i'm waiting for it, that green light, i want it"

solar power; solar power:

"acid green, aquamarine"

big star; solar power:

"but every perfect summer's gotta say goodnight"

hard feelings/loveless; melodrama

"it's time to let go of this endless summer afternoon"

i’m actually tired bro, like from the bottom of my heart. i am tired

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"this reminded me of you" and "you reminded me of this" is such a warm thing to say to someone or even think because the former is 'i see you in every piece of the world i see' and the latter 'i see the world in you' and they're both so pretty

can't believe it's here and can't believe i'm already crying-