So Thanks To Some Mental Health Stuff™️ I Didnt Get To Finish My 31 Batfam Fics I Was Writing For

gonna be so real

i think the only issue i really have with endogenic systems is that most are not willing to see a therapist or get professional help and theyre not willing to face the idea that they may actually have trauma or another mental health issue causing their system symptoms

i have the same issue with self diagnosed traumagenic systems that discount anything their therapists say if they bring up any other disorder first before DID/OSDD

like yall

for your health and wellbeing please be open to other options andnplease seek professional help to help navigate this stuff

like you wouldnt be like yea i have ehler danlos syndrome and not seek professional help because youre scared it could be an autoimmune disorder instead

i think the worst part about being disabled is knowing that it’ll impact the way i go through my entire life and it’ll impact every single relationship i ever have.

it especially really hurts to know that i will never be able to live a full life without issues because of choices my parents made that resulted in me having disorders like dissociative identity disorder and ptsd. i will never be able to heal from those completely and its not even my fault. i’ll never have the chance to fully say this body is mine and always has been. and i’ll forever have to know that at any point these disorders could cause me issues with the people i care about and its not even my fault that i have these disorders. im not even responsible for why im like this. like i dont get to wake up and choose to be a successful person, i was forced into being multiple people by others actions. and that hurts so much.

new headcanon

evan rosier is a lesboy

Steven: We should get a pet spider.

Marc: You get a spider and I’ll fucking burn the apartment down.

Steven: That’s a little excessive, don’t you think?

Marc: You’re right. I wouldn’t. Jake would. He hates anything that crawls.

just a kind reminder to please be kind to the people you know with gastrointestinal disorders/conditions! they're embarassing, often very painful - sometimes debilitating - and very hard to talk about without oversharing a lot more than most are comfortable with.

if someone you know:

- spends a lot/long time in the restroom

- has a colostomy bag

- requires diapers or similar implements

- experiences a lot of gas and/or bloating

- requires tube feeding or other alternative methods of nutrition

- has food restrictions (e.g. cannot handle a lot of spices, certain proteins, etc.)

- eats a lot, or only a little

or other similar factors of their life...

please be patient and understanding, it's hard having guts that really like disagreeing with you!

lmao i'm gonna let you finish but these headcanos that make santos into a good person are hilarious. she already outted him as a drug user, now you want her to out him as trans without his permission christ.

oh trust me i dislike santos

but its less outing frank as trans and more confirming it after someone else accidentally outed him

it was more of a situation of someone needed to ask him caus he enjoys watching people squirm so its not like he wouldve ever actually straight up said it

MEET NEOGLOWRATZ

•21

•he/they/it/rat/ze

•DID, NPD, ADHD, ASD, OCD, Bipolar, GERD, EDS, Gastroparesis, POTS, MCAS, Scoliosis

•This is my chaos blog, kinda just post whatever on here

•We have a seperate blog for our littles and a few other specific alter blogs (not willing to share them on this account)

Our ao3 account is A2idB1u3

Fandoms we write for:

•Marauders

•Spiderman/MCU/Team Red

•Batfam

•Creepypasta/Slendervers

•Teenwolf

•Six of Crows/Shadow and Bone

•The Pitt

systems being able to shapeshift wld be SO FUCKING COOL

ok so i just saw a post saying that its disrespectful and what not to give the old gods scraps of food or irrelevant items or things you just have lying around that you didnt specifically buy or make for the gods. and i 110% disagree.

like i give dionysus my leftover sodas that have gone flat in my room, i give apollo the leftover orange peels i have lying around. its not thought out, theyre just my leftovers.

i gave thanatos and persephone my garden with my bone collection. i have a plant named bernard that i water for hera.

none of my gifts were made or bought or grabbed with the intent of giving. they just were given at the end. that doesnt mean im disrespecting them or giving them useless items. that doesnt mean they reject them.

in light of recent news, and in fear of losing one of the only things that brings me joy in my stupid baka life, here's all episodes of puppet history.

pls rb :)