Dysphoria

Manifestation prompts

Manifest your intentions 🪄

Vibe: I want it, I got it 💝

It’s best to read these out loud to speak them into existence, alternatively you can write them down!

Continue the process until you truly believe…

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Confidence & self esteem

I am strong and confident

I am worthy of my desires

I am adventurous

I am brave and have overcome my fears

I am in control of my life

I am awesome

I enjoy meeting new people

I am the hero of my own life

I can. I will.

Physical Health & Body Image

I love my body

My body is allowed to change

I feel joyful in my body

I am so much more than my appearance

I trust in my bodies ability to heal

I am making today count

It’s my time

I accept myself how I am and embrace self love

I will not compare myself to others

My body is a gift

Money & Financial Abundance

I always have enough money

My financial situation is improving

I am worthy of having money

I trust myself to make sound financial decisions

I have profitable skills

I accept financial success

My life is rich and full

I am allowed to have success and happiness

I am happy and grateful for the money I have

Work & Career

I believe in my skills & talents

My skill set is impressive

I am creating a work life that motivates and inspires me

I am driven towards success

Being successful at work is easy for me

I make smart moves & decisions

I let go of my work related stress

Success and wealth come easily to me

I know I will find my dream job

Love & Relationships

I am open to give & receive love

I believe in love

I am ready to meet my soulmate

Others treasure my love

I am attracting a kind, loving partner

I choose love not fear

Others treasure my love

The love I am seeking is seeking me

I am choosing and not waiting to be chosen

I am worthy of love

I am radiating love

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中文课照片 · chinese class in photos

这个星期我们学习新的诗歌

Kye Christensen Knowles, "Double Self-Portrait", oil on canvas, 2022

♇ Thoughts on P L U T O ♇

I just woke up from a dream about an old boyfriend. We haven't spoke in five years. It had a very intense & dramatic ending. I lost nearly 25 pounds following the breakup, because I started new psych meds that had bad side effects, and I was so depressed I basically was letting myself wither away.

I just looked at our Composite Chart. Turns out we have Pluto in the 7th House. The house of Libra, the house of Relationships, Marriage. I believe it also rules the courts. Libra is about balance, finding resolution in relating to others. The 7th house is the start of the 'external' energy in the zodiac wheel. The first 6 houses are internal, about the individual. Then, the energy starts to look outwards. How you fit into society, the world, at large.

Looking back at our chart, it makes sense. Seeing Pluto there, he taught me a lot about what is appropriate in social relationships. In a very intense way that I won't get into. But I sure learned my lesson. Painfully so.

My Natal Pluto is in my 5th House. This is said to make one obsessively pursue art, or self expression. The 5th house also rules recreation like sports, but also your posterity/children. I do obsessively try to 'create' content to post online. Graphics, photography, poems, blog posts.

Perhaps Pluto shows where you will learn your strongest or most intense lessons.

Here's our composite chart. The fact the Sun was in the 5th house makes sense. I have Pluto there. I always had a vision of me gardening when I thought of him. Our composite sun is in Virgo. Gardening is so virgo.

Seeing the end of our relationship, and that we haven't spoke in 5 years. The Venus opposite Sun makes sense. He was also very nurturing towards me and helped take care of me. Moon in 4th. He was successful and helped me be stable and go to work and stuff. Jupiter in 10th. Jupiter is expansion and fortune, 10th house is house of career and profession.

Neptune in 9th and Uranus in 8th make sense too. We both shared mystical ideas and had a lot of mystical experiences. I suppose the Saturn and Pluto placements show the lessons he taught me. Our relationship taught me. Over personal property, home life, and relating to others in society.

“You will always remember what you were doing when it hurts the most.”

— Ocean Vuong, from “Night Sky with Exit Wounds: “Untitled (Blue, Green, and Brown); oil on canvas: Mark Rothko: 1952"”, originally published c. 2016.

C O P E • F U N C T I O N

Louise Glück, from “Blue Rotunda”, Averno

i don’t know why i’ve always had a fascination with nero.

i think i relate to him cuz he inherited a falling empire. and his life was so messed up i think it made him messed up.