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10th March 1977
I’m reduced to a thing that only wants you. I've never told you, but it doesn’t make it any less real. I’m in love with you. I’ve been for three years. I hate myself for it, but i’m so in love. Stupid, unbearable love.
I tried to make it go away,
I tried to run from it,
I tried to fight it,
but you always found your
way back to me again.
Please forgive me. I never wanted to lose you. I’ve always held our friendship dear, but i couldn’t fight my feelings any longer. That’s why i’m composing this letter to you, in these sleepless hours of the night. My heart feels heavy, i’m so scared. The gravity of my love for you drowns me in a precipice of ecstasy, dreaming of you. I miss you, in a simple desperate human way.
I hope you won’t hate me. I couldn’t bear it. I’m scared to look you in the eyes again. Maybe you could not tell my feelings, but it's only because i was worried and frightened.
All my love forever,
Sirius.
Moony and Padfoot
Remus reading muggle books to Sirius is the headcanon I’m here for
Whenever Remus is having a panic attack, the right thing to do is get Padfoot. No, not Sirius, Padfoot. The only way to get Remus to calm down is to let him hold that dog in his lap and pull gently at his fur and hug him and cry into his neck. Padfoot cuddles are the only cure to Moony panic attacks.
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“𝗛𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝗵𝗮𝗹𝗳 𝗼𝗳 𝗺𝘆 𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗹, 𝗮𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗽𝗼𝗲𝘁𝘀 𝘀𝗮𝘆.”
“𝗜 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗿𝗲𝗰𝗼𝗴𝗻𝗶𝘇𝗲 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝗯𝘆 𝘁𝗼𝘂𝗰𝗵 𝗮𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗲, 𝗯𝘆 𝘀𝗺𝗲𝗹𝗹. 𝗜 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝗯𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗱, 𝗯𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗯𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗵𝘀 𝗰𝗮𝗺𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝘁 𝘀𝘁𝗿𝘂𝗰𝗸 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗵. 𝗜 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝗶𝗻 𝗱𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗵, 𝗮𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗹𝗱.”
- The Song of Achilles, Madeline Miller.
“𝗜 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝗶𝗿𝘀𝘁 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲 𝗳𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗱 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝘁𝗿𝘂𝗹𝘆 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲. 𝗜 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗳𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂.”
- Jane Eyre, Charlotte Brontë.
“𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗺𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹𝗼𝘄 𝗺𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝗮𝗿𝗱𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗹𝘆 𝗶 𝗮𝗱𝗺𝗶𝗿𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂.”
- Pride and Prejudice, Jane Austen.
“𝗜 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗸 𝘆𝗼𝘂’𝗿𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝗮𝘂𝘁𝗶𝗳𝘂𝗹, 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗼𝗻𝗹𝘆 𝗯𝗲𝗮𝘂𝘁𝗶𝗳𝘂𝗹 𝗽𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗼𝗻 𝗶’𝘃𝗲 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝘀𝗲𝗲𝗻. 𝗜 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝘃𝗼𝗶𝗰𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗼 𝗱𝗼 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝘆𝗼𝘂, 𝗱𝗼𝘄𝗻 𝘁𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗰𝗹𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘀 𝗼𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗿𝗼𝗼𝗺 𝘆𝗼𝘂’𝗿𝗲 𝘀𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗶𝗻. 𝗜 𝗮𝗱𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂.”
“𝗜 𝘀𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗿𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 𝗵𝗮𝗹𝗳 𝗮𝘄𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗶𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝗱 𝗵𝗮𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗲𝗰𝗲𝗻𝗰𝘆 𝘁𝗼 𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗺𝗲 𝗮𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗲. 𝗔𝘄𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗲𝗰𝘁𝘂𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆, 𝘆𝗲𝘀, 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗲𝗺𝗼𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝗶𝗻 𝗮 𝘄𝗮𝘆; 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲-" 𝗵𝗲 𝗽𝗼𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗽𝗶𝗽𝗲 𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗺 𝘁𝗼 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘁; 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗯𝗼𝘁𝗵 𝘀𝗺𝗶𝗹𝗲𝗱. 𝗣𝗲𝗿𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘀 𝘄𝗲 𝘄𝗼𝗸𝗲 𝘂𝗽 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿.”
- Maurice, E.M. Forster.
“𝗜’𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂.”
“𝗜𝘁’𝘀 𝗿𝗼𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗻 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗸.”
“𝗡𝗼𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗺𝗲. 𝗡𝗼𝘁 𝗶𝗳 𝗶𝘁’𝘀 𝘆𝗼𝘂.”
- An Oresteia, Anne Carson.
“𝗘𝗮𝗰𝗵 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗵𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗲𝗻 𝘁𝗼 𝗺𝗲 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗮𝗴𝗮𝗶𝗻.”
- The Age of Innocence, Edith Wharton.
“𝗜𝘁 𝗵𝗮𝘀 𝗺𝗮𝗱𝗲 𝗺𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘆𝗼𝘂… 𝗶𝘁 𝗵𝗮𝘀 𝗺𝗮𝗱𝗲 𝗺𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝘀𝗲𝗿, 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗶𝗲𝗿, 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗯𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁𝗲𝗿. 𝗜 𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝗮 𝗴𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘁 𝗺𝗮𝗻𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀 𝗯𝗲𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲, 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗴𝗿𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶 𝗱𝗶𝗱 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗺.”
- The Portrait of a Lady, Henry James.
“𝗛𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗽𝗼𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗺𝗼𝗼𝗻, 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗶 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝘁 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗱.”
- Anyway, Richard Siken (poem).
can’t wait to visit someday
Shakespeare and company is my new favorite place in Paris
loves classic literature
always takes a book with him wherever he goes
a lot more sensitive than he lets on
sticks little notes into his books
and they’re filled with wonderful, witty metaphors explaining his thinking and also fabulous insights, not just about the stories themselves, but also the nature of reading and writing
black tea fanatic
has a “secret” diary and writes every moment he has with sirius in it bc he wants to remember all of it. first date, first surprise, first trip together, first anniversary etc. he writes down all of it and doesn’t miss any parts
the quietest marauder, but he’s also the one with the quickest, wittiest remarks and comebacks
muggle books. so many of them. in drawers, underneath his bed. he loves the way muggles describe everything with so much beauty and depth
favorite holiday is christmas and he’s the best at giving gifts bc really listens and takes into consideration what would make the ones he loves smile
issues with anxiety and depression
soft spot for lily (platonic soulmates)
makes all his bookmarks by himself and each one is individual
sirius going to azkaban, the “betrayal” of james and lily was soul shattering for him. he spents months remembering everything sirius said to him and wondered if it all been an act. the hugs, the compassion, the kisses and the love
libraries and bookstores are his safe haven and bring him comfort
Wolfstar fans, if you like angst with a happy ending, read this if you haven’t already!!! It’s so good, properly written and the emotions in this one are... *chef’s kiss* So pure, so strong.
sirius started having butterflies for remus in 3rd year but he thought it was because he appreciated and cared for him until he realised he didn’t even get that for james
Sirius and Remus always hold hands. Even as tiny first years, the Hogwarts castle feels a little less scary with their fingers laced together. When Sirius wants to show Remus something, he doesn’t poke his shoulder like he would with James; he grabs his hand and tugs him over. When Remus is reading in the library, sometimes he absentmindedly plays with Sirius’ fingers underneath the table. It stays like this for years, but then Sirius’ palms get clammy whenever they clasp their hands together, and Remus starts to miss the curve of his fingers when they’re apart. When the both figure it out, Sirius’ veins crawl with electricity as he slowly brings their intertwined hands up to his mouth, pressing a delicate kiss on Remus’ knuckles.
It’s the first kiss. But not the last.
oh my thank you very much 💞✨
@ all my mutuals and the person reading this rn!
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