Whenever Remus Is Having A Panic Attack, The Right Thing To Do Is Get Padfoot. No, Not Sirius, Padfoot.

richard siken quotes that are so sirius black

werewolf—

there are many words for transformation / metamorphosis metaphor / medication / go to sleep / beside the man you love & wake up next to a dog / maybe the moon brought it out of him hound hungry for blood / maybe it’s your fault / or maybe it was there inside him / howling all along

— Sam Sax, from “Bestiary,” A Guide to Undressing Your Monsters

Sirius and Remus always hold hands. Even as tiny first years, the Hogwarts castle feels a little less scary with their fingers laced together. When Sirius wants to show Remus something, he doesn’t poke his shoulder like he would with James; he grabs his hand and tugs him over. When Remus is reading in the library, sometimes he absentmindedly plays with Sirius’ fingers underneath the table. It stays like this for years, but then Sirius’ palms get clammy whenever they clasp their hands together, and Remus starts to miss the curve of his fingers when they’re apart. When the both figure it out, Sirius’ veins crawl with electricity as he slowly brings their intertwined hands up to his mouth, pressing a delicate kiss on Remus’ knuckles.

It’s the first kiss. But not the last.

Remus: Honestly people should just fuck off

Remus: But not Sirius tho. Sirius is the one exception

Remus:

Remus: So is this the moment when I realize I'm hopelessly in love with him

“some people think sirius loved remus despite his lycanthropy. wrong. sirius loved remus WITH his lycanthropy. he accepted and loved this side of Remus with everything he had. sirius loved remus, lycanthropy and all.”

i like fully want to agree with this, like wholeheartedly wish I could- but if he did love remus with lycanthropy he wouldn’t have used it as a excuse to stop trusting him

Same with James and lily, sure they never believed Remus was the spy but they still didn’t tell him they were switching the secret keeper, so there must’ve been some doubt in their mind/ mistrust (and let’s face it, it was because of his lycanthropy- nothing else) that Remus was in fact the spy because as a werewolves he had a “motive”

SIDE NOTE: I bet you if peter was also a werewolf (hypothetically speaking) I bet you they wouldn’t have trusted him either in that time

that’s fair! my fan interpretation was clouding my judgment a little bit. nevertheless, i still think only sirius didn't trust remus enough to tell him that they changed the secret keeper. isn’t that what’s given in canon? and even if he trusted remus fully, peter would’ve been the more tactical choice bc remus was in "danger” all the time and wouldn’t be able to keep it safe. peter was less of a target. i’m confused tbh, but tell me if i’m wrong pls. :) it’s been a while since i read the books, but i don’t ever recall reading that james and lily mistrusted remus or suspected him. i don’t think they would’ve ever done that. sirius mistrusted him at some point and james was definitely aware of that, but i'm sure he never ever bought that. in the end he agreed not to tell remus, but i think not bc he believed what sirius said, but bc he loved him and he deluded himself thinking that not telling remus would be a way to keep him safe. mistrusting remus was one of sirius' biggest regrets, but i don’t think it was only bc of his lycanthropy. he suspected remus as the spy bc he was distant and more of a "loner", not necessarily bc he was a werewolf, but that’s just my personal opinion you know. maybe i’m wrong. i know in the prisoner of azkaban they both said sorry to each other bc they thought of each other as the spy. tbh i also think making peter the secret keeper wasn't necessarily a choice of trust. they made him the keeper bc no one would’ve suspected him to be the keeper. it was a trick. ngl this is actually a topic worth of discussion haha. thanks for sharing your point of view with me and if you like, you can write me your opinion on what i just wrote. would love to hear your thoughts and also the thoughts of others.

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if you’re reading this rn, pls feel free to share/send me your opinion on this topic!! 🖤✨

Sirius (to Remus): You taught me that a man can rule his emotions, but i can't. I can't help, that i love you more than i've loved anything in my entire life.

Oh, my Wolfstar heart. <3

w o l f s t a r f l u f f f f f.

Forgot I did this and never posted it, ♥️

Sirius secretly sends Remus little notes all December, then reveals himself on Christmas

December 1st 

Your eyes are mesmerizing I could watch them for hours

- Xoxo 

December 3rd 

I hope you have a good day, remember to smile. It makes you miles prettier. Not that you’re not already stunning.

- Xoxo 

December 9th 

I love you

- Ღ 

December 11th 

I would wait a whole lifetime for you. 

- Seriously 

“I love you? Wow. Are you sure you have no idea who this is?” 

Remus sighed and shrugged, taking the folded paper from James’s hand and tucking it back inside his pocket neatly. That was the thing. The notes were always short, barely two sentences at the most, written in a script that looked somehow familiar to him but he had yet to pin how. The notes could barely mean anything. They were just pieces of paper, right? 

But Remus hung onto them. It had been almost two weeks now and every two days, without fail, he would wake up to another small folded paper next to his bed. James and Peter swore they never saw anyone enter their dorm, it was theirs after all and no one else should have been able to get in without them noticing. 

“Maybe they’re levitating them through the window?” Sirius offered one morning while tossing his tie around his neck. Remus had cocked an eyebrow and asked, “Who would go to all that trouble?” 

Sirius grinned and shrugged. “Who knows, Moony. I mean, who wouldn’t?” 

Remus frowned. “What do you mean by that?” 

“I mean…you’re you.” Sirius uttered a slightly awkward laugh before leaving the room with a wave. “C’mon it’s time for breakfast, don’t take forever coming down.” 

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Remus, reading his book: this story is so stupid, *mockingly* tHeReS oNlY oNe BeD¡!¡

Remus: *turns the book around to see the picture of the author on the back* you just wanted them to fuck, you little shit

Remus: *gets up to get more tea*

Sirius: *picks up the book and skims through the smut* oh wow

Sirius: Incendio!

Sirius: OH NO MOONY THERE'S ONLY ONE BED!