[Neon Speaking] OOO THATS SO COOL THANK YOU!!! Yummy Art I EAT It!! Hehehe

[Neon speaking] drawd... the jonesy

i love him so much my heart hurts

[Neon speaking] its kinda weird to me that the dsm-5 criteria for ptsd requires trauma from physical danger, when we have trauma from a butt load of other shit that just. doesn't count in the eyes of the dsm? its mostly confusing that only physical danger counts to ptsd but everything else is otherwise specified trauma disorder, when the name is post traumatic stress disorder, and traumatic stress can come from so many different things

idk i just wanted to ramble about that cuz it doesn't make sense to me

[Neon speaking] We took parts of our old username, I took the first part of it as my name because people called me it all the time online and it stuck, and our system was named the other part of the username, mirage. It got more meaning over the years for us because of our disconnect with reality and our memories at times, with memories and some experiences with reality feeling like a mirage, unclear as to if they're real or not. irl we just get called the body's name in most circumstances though, and we're comfortable with it usually

How do people come up with system and collective names?

HULLO Y’ALL!!!! How you guys doin? :3

[Neon speaking] Fairly well, I'm gonna be honest I don't really know how to respond since we don't really get asks ^^' Doing things like therapy and drawing and other intensely exciting tasks /sarcastic lol

[Neon speaking] Drew these for a headmate who showed up when we started playing Project Remix, figured I'd share since there's not a lot of stuff for Project Remix here :P

Howdy! A pinned post for us is long overdue.

We're the Mirage system, and we're a quoigenic system of 400+ members. If you're speaking to us and don't know who's front, we're alright with being called Mirage and being referred to with They/Them pronouns. We're introject and fictive heavy, alongside many of us being therians, nonhumans, or alterhuman in various ways. Our vessel is an adult, neurodivergent, and the majority of us are LGBTQ+ in some way.

WE SUPPORT ALL GOOD FAITH IDENTITIES, INCLUDING ALL SYSTEM ORIGINS!

On this blog we're going to post things relating to our systemhood and general life experiences, whether that be writing, rambling, or art. Our posts will start by stating who's writing it in brackets, but it'll mostly be Neon, our current host.

Our commissions are open on our Artistree!

We also have a Linktree of other places on the internet we inhabit.

[Neon speaking] doodled this in the middle of the night for/with our fortnite headmates because theres many things in the fortnite lore that confuse us or we just. remember differently lol

only person not in our system is the jonesy, he's in our partner system

[Neon speaking] curious, are there any gender identities/terms already coined that pertain to actions? like a gender that's best described by an action, like running, swimming, laying down, or something like that, I haven't seen any yet :o

if not i may coin some terms myself

[Neon speaking]

I'm having a strong velociraptor shift (jurassic park specifically) at the moment and it feels great, EXCEPT the feelings of the upraised talons on my feet 'clipping' into things, and having extra fingers that feel extremely out of place ):/ not to mention how it feels like my tail is clipping through our clothes. grr

I love feeling more like myself but its so viscerally uncomfortable to feel like my body is stuck inside objects it can't even interact with physically

dr coomer hlvrai tells mr john ward faith about his hyperfixation