Losing weight is becoming less and less about being attractive and more and more about being so small that people don't notice me anymore. Their eyes just slide over me as if I'm not even there. That's what I want. I can't stand being perceived.
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Does anyone else miss the st4rving feeling after they eat?
It felt like I needed food so bad, but once I have it, I never feel full or satisfied anyways, and wish I never ate anything to begin with.
pls tell me if you want more scary thinspo <3
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“Maintaining is better than gaining!”
I say as I roll back and forth in my padded cell
the thing is I don’t just want to be skinny, I want to be concerning. Emaciated. I want to look sick
I wish more people knew eds are not just about starving. I ate fried chicken my mom bought yesterday night after not eating all day at work, and I’m still feeling guilty about it 24 hours later. It is the guilt of everything that is killing me. We feel like a failure even though we’re actively going against our bodies’ instincts.
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