miniaturestrawberrywasteland
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the biggest obstacles to my we1ght loss journey are the people that love and care about me๐๐๐
IโVE LOST THESE POUNDS BEFORE
Me every morning when I realise Iโm stuck in a body I donโt like
NO MORE FAT. I ANOREXIA. I NO EAT.
"Well atleast I'm not doing drugs" I say as I do other destructive things
Iโm so bad at having an eating disorder. I canโt even be above average at being mentally ill.
I would be soooo skinny if I didnโt have parents ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
thank god im not alone in this๐ญ like im not gonna let ANYONE i know irl out-skinny ME
am i the only one whos lowkey gatekeeping weight loss/4n4..like my friend tells me everyday how he needs to lose weight and everything but thats MY thing..
this
if u starve for long enough u start feeling like ur high sometimes its my fav thing ever
Imagine looking like a sickly vampire๐ฉธ๐ฆ
pls tell me if you want more scary thinspo <3
Before you report someone's blog and take away their safe space...
Ed's are the most lonely and isolating illnesses there is. You are accepted only if you're successfully recovering, otherwise you're automatically problematic and promoting. Your body and habits around eating are triggering. You're demonetized for simply having a sickness.
People with ed's will always find their triggers, no matter how hard you try to block, report and all. But the thing is, you have to find these spaces. Closed spaces. If we don't have those, people will take their ed's on TikTok or other platforms where they will eventually pop up to everyone to see. If someone looks for these spaces, they're already sick. No one will GET sick by looking at someone's blogs.
These spaces let's you be honest, vent, have people and friends that all go through same things. You're less lonely. These spaces can be toxic, but when you find the right people it can be uplifting and actually good for your mental health: you're not alone.
These days people are mostly nice and pro recovery. M34nsp0 is something only kids post these days anymore. We connect, we vent, we help each other. Until WE are ready to recover. Forced recovery will never work the same as choosing recovery yourself. Reporting everything makes everything worse: you get isolated again, you're lonely again. Most people who D13 from Ed's d13 from taking their own life... It's the loneliness and depression that takes them eventually.
So if you see someone's Ed page, let them have it. Block it if you find it disturbing, but that can be the only thing keeping them alive atm. Just because YOU feel like it's not good, doesn't give you the right to take that safe space, friends and support from them.
If you need to find it, the sickness is already there. We will take these things to another platforms if these ones gets taken away. And then they will pop up to everyone.
So, our businesses are here, yours is there. The problem comes when you're also there, in our businesses. Protect your peace and block. Thank you.
I DONโT WANT LOOK LIKE A CLEAN GIRL I WANNA WANT LIKE A CORPSE!! I WANT TO LOOK LIKE A SICKLY VAMPIRE. I WANT TO LOOK LIKE A 90S ROCK STAR WITH MASCARA RUNNING DOWN MY FACE! I LOVE LOOKING HALF DEAD AND ROTTED.
โA car cant run without fuel!โ Am i the size of a car to u bcs i PROMISE i dont need allat fuel
wouldn't wish an ED on my worst enemy cuz what if they get skinny before me
โyou attract what you fearโ ahhhh bmi 16 iโm so scared oh noooo ahh
thinking ab the fact my ed will always be there somewhere in the back of my head like it literally never ends i am cursed for the rest of my life
๐๐ ๐ซ๐๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ข๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎโ๐ซ๐ ๐๐ง ๐๐๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ ๐ฅ๐จ๐จ๐ค๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐๐ฎ๐๐๐ข๐๐ฌ
(my dms are open <3)
i love being cold. even if it clearly doesnt mean im super small and frail it feels validating. like an empty stomach except i need a blanket.
update: it's not exactly a copycat situation since 1) a few articles lied about erik denslow being a ceo when he's actually just the president of the company 2) erik denslow is still alive and expected to recover soon.
thank you to the folks that brought this to my attention. also, please keep your eyes on Nathan Mahoney. i think the reason this story isn't gaining much traction is due to police not wanting a repeat of applause (or further action) over a ceos demise by us, the people. do not allow this story to get swept under the rug, share it everywhere !
also please consider donating to my gofundme to help me escape my enabling family, and predatory father. Please help me, even the smallest donation is much appreciated, as are reblogs. link is pinned, thank you so much !
