Melanchollymonkey - Mutual Mass Confusion

every goddamn song i listen to still reminds me of you

what was it about me that wasn’t enough for you?

i can change

“There’s a corner of my heart that is yours. And I don’t mean for now, or until I’ve found somebody else, I mean forever. I mean to say that whether I fall in love a thousand times over or once or never again, there’ll always be a small quiet place in my heart that belongs only to you.”

— Beau Taplin

There was no relationship between us but there was chemistry.

I felt it the second I met you. The ache in my bones and the fire in my blood.

The second I laid eyes on you I thought you could be the one.

But you didn’t feel the same way and that’s okay.

I have no reason to be sad but my heart longs to spend one more night in bed beside you.

My soul aches for something we never had.

We’ll always be my favourite “almost”

I guess it is hard for me to let you go. I do not even know if I can do it, or will I ever be able to do it. I always tell myself that I am such a lucky person to have found someone who would love me back, and I was not even looking. I always thought that you and I will be together until the very end. It's hard enough that I will not be able to be with you again, and it is harder for me when I know I will not be able to love someone else again the same way I loved you.

The one thing I’m good at: Procrastination