~ Reminder To Myself ~

I need help getting skinny. There’s days when I don’t eat anything but then there’s days when I can stop eating. I’m trying to restrict, not binge. I need some tips on how to stay focus if anyone has any, please..

when my stomach growls directly after telling someone i'm not hungry

(🎧 trbld boy - alone)

Your life takes time. Live it while your still here dumbass

The saddest moment is going to self harm and realising you have to look for clean skin to cut...

So prom is this Friday and I’m freaking out. I look so far in my dress and I need to lose it. I’m planning on not eating anything this week and only drinking water. I’m going to drink a 8.4 fl oz Red Bull in the morning for the beginning of this week and then water for the rest of the time. I need to drop some of this weight before Friday. Any tips??

Anyone else constantly switching between wanting to recover and wanting to get worse just to proof something??

Keep going…….

This is penny. She's a pencil head doodle that I drew yesterday. I'd consider her a creepy character but also soothing to look at I guess. Idk