Anyone Else Constantly Switching Between Wanting To Recover And Wanting To Get Worse Just To Proof Something??

I hate myself. I now weigh in at 109lbs/49.4kg when I was 104lbs/47.1kg. What happened? How did I mess up this badly? If anyone has a tips to fix this please please tell me. I’m begging. Please help me go back down

ghosts

felt this on such a deep level.

she’s a nice person if you’re not her child….

So prom is this Friday and I’m freaking out. I look so far in my dress and I need to lose it. I’m planning on not eating anything this week and only drinking water. I’m going to drink a 8.4 fl oz Red Bull in the morning for the beginning of this week and then water for the rest of the time. I need to drop some of this weight before Friday. Any tips??

If you go back to eating normal, you’ll have a normal body again

Want to do it and see my result :)

~ Reminder To Myself ~

You take up SO much space like this.

In this body, you are smothering yourself, and the people around you.

Say NO.

7:30 am

I actually have a fucking problem. I can’t stop eating. I hate my face shape, the way my thighs look, how my stomach spills over my jeans when I sit. What is wrong with me? Why can’t I just not eat like everyone else? I try and I try to do nothing but drink water and just be but I can’t. I’m always snacking or eating something. I try to purge but it’s never enough. What the hell do I do now..?