This Whole Chapter Felt Like A Train Wreck Tbh And It Reminds Me Of Something But I Can't Remember

GET ON MY HEAD GET ON. GET ON MY HEAD. GET. ON MY HEAD!!!

the way he literally doesn't give a shit 😭

yes whassaname is incredibly unlikeable but what is that face😭❓️

edit: tbh i make the same face when i see my opposition

tbh fumiko saying that as she's literally using him as her chair is crazy. also only way denji's accepting that offer is if whatshisface offers sex or something

its not infantile to want good food

ok so he's actually desperate.

fumidko has a point i fear,, are we SURE it's his free will

but he's not happy.

WHAT DID I SAY.

i consistently try to view my life as an outside observer so I don't have to think too hard, but today consciousness hit me like a train. covid was almost 5 years ago and through all the messed up crazy shit i am still here.

i wasn't supposed to make it to 13 after that horrible summer but i am here

i didn't want to make it to 14 after a life-changing situationship but I am here

i didn't know if i had the strength to make it to 15 but i am still here.

and now, finally i think I'm going to make it. sooner than later i will be 16 years old and one step closer to the rest of my life. just a thought

myr cookie😞

isn't this the mf he's supposed to kill for some coitus😭

edit: it is not! ❤️

packed his ass up😭😭

was talking about my father (who i am estranged from and have been for 13 months) in public to my mom. i bring up how his wife, my stepmother, is an enabler and let him treat me horribly, and some random lady was like "you shouldn't talk about family like that"

ma'am. madam. you were not there. what gives you the right to judge how i should act and talk about a situation that traumatized me??

my father is a diagnosed overt narcissist. for the years i was in middle school all the way til my last semester of freshman year, he treated me and ONLY me (not his other 3 kids) like shit consistently. there's probably a hundred incidents that went down in the 3 years leading up to our estrangement. my stepmother doesn't deserve all the blame because though she is an enabler for his terrible behavior, he is the one that is unwilling to change. it should not have been up to the me of last year to call a 34 year old man out on his bullshit. i was 14.

istg the discussions of mental health on tiktok have made some people irl absolutely insufferable. "he can't control his actions and he doesn't know what he's doing" he's a fucking adult. i don't feel bad about it because sorry, i don't care what he was going through, there's no reason in the world your precious ego should come before the respect of your kid. it would be different if he treated all 4 of us the same and we would have common ground, but it is just ME. they don't know how it's been.

anyway i told her to mind her business bc wtf

most respectful identity thief ever, refuses to answer to anything but their nickname. love to see it

it was never about saving him specifically.

reze didn't look like a devil at first either but we all know how that turned out. and rare instance of a rich person using their money to help, but wait,, "that'show asa herself perceives it" what does that mean. (rich in Japanese standards lol, a million yen is only about 7k USD)

oh i take it back❤️ i may be thinking in slow mo

welcome back kobeni higashiyama!!

should i send this to my dad

fuck it, at this point im just gonna buy myself a cupcake anytime my shit parents misgender me

ik this is in Japan but this is what i hate abt public school. he got hit first

he is so miserable it's kinda sad to witness

i think we all know what that gross ass asa knockoff did so im not putting the pic in