About That.

i do miss being in guard bc for the most part it was fun, and I met a lot of interesting people and went to places I've never been. but i hate that within my team there's such a stigma with not going into winterguard. color guard is fun and all but it is fucking EXHAUSTING. spending 4 weeks of my summer at school practicing in the hot sun. the injuries and pain, both physical and mental. the band director, who very often had no regard for the guard girls and boys having to go halfway across the field to reset for the 7th fucking time in a row. it was great to see the outcome at the end of the season (we won state) and it truly is amazing to be a part of but I just hate the shame for not wanting to do it all year. i want to have a life and take this winter season to rest before I'm back at it in April.

first day of camp

first show

first regional

second regional

last practice

day before state

myr cookie😞

it's not about winning I'm afraid.

and see this is the point where it would be wraps for me😊

aki really really REALLY deserved to live

all he did was take care of people around him and his wish was for denji and power to live and be happy it was so selfless but he couldn't even have that. he never did anything bad or wrong. aki please wake up. snap out of it. ill forever mourn you aki hayakawa.

his rizz is truly indescribable bro HE PULLED THAT SHIT OUT OF HIS FUCKING STOMACH HOW TF DID SHE FIND THAT CUTE/COOL

(it should've been ME💔)

mfs with the cat they didn't want

I KNOW that shit hit like a truckful of bricks and she's right

the height difference 💔

me and my brother in another life except my brother is power

so gay all his memories of liking men had to be erased

aki you can't change fate😕

this shit gave me chills bro

happy belated birthday to this masterpiece of a show. run of the decade genuinely