I need to travel… I need to go… I need to sit in a private luxury villa overlooking an infinity pool over looking clear blue waters /ocean
I need to bury my feet in the buttery sand of the dubaian desert at night and wake for an early camel ride.
I need to wake up another morning in Burj Al arab and ask for food that has to be flown in from another country.
I need to sit in a tree somewhere on the African continent (reading a romantic novel while my lover looks up to me as if in prayer to his goddess)
I need to sit on another tree preferably home (Africa) reading a favorite childhood novel, while eating a fruit plucked from the cranky neighbors tree
I need to sit on a Large Parisian terrace facing the Eiffel tower while the french maids serving my breakfast gossips behind me
I need to drive in a top down luxury car with the wind in my hair and occasionally freaking out if it will take my wig off (Don’t judge me… shit happens)
I need to do another drive… this time in a red sports car with silk scarf framing my face and preventing (the wig panic mentioned above). Red lips and a dangerously large cat eye sunglasses.
I need to get on a plane, to feel the anticipation and excitement of going somewhere new or/and somewhere old and experienced….
I just need to freaking go… And Covid needs to chill the fuck out soon, or am finding a cure myself…
Is anyone as frustrated as i am? I really miss the things i took for granted…
Good morning to all the pretty girls around the world, hope you have a good day, beautiful!
I keep telling myself I am going to give guys a chance, but every single time the opportunity presents itself I shut it down. I do not think it has anything to do with fear of intimacy at this point. I have so much going on right now with getting my degree, doing lab research, learning a new language, getting all 3 of my healthcare certification renewed, working out 5 days a week, etc, etc. I just do not have the time or the patience to entertain anyone right now. What's crazy is when I tell people that I never been in a relationship, and do not plan on being in one anytime soon, I get side eyed. But it's like I am so young, and I feel like I have all my life to fall in love and go on dates and do all that relationship stuff. Maybe I am missing out, maybe I'm not. But I do know that I am in a good place in my life and I am super excited for what the next couple of years of my life have in store in me.
#gotmyperiodandmissedit
I try pilates for the first time next week and I'm so excited.