Constantly Thinking About How Badly I Need To Be Railed By A Loving, Sweet Guy. (i’ve Never Never Even

horse back riding lessons, piano lessons, french/spanish/japanese lessons, regular work out routine, every day runs, screen time below three or four hours, longer reading lists, longer pre and post shower rituals, a morning routine, a night routine to breathe and wind down...

... a closet full of good quality staples, putting effort into my appearance (skin, hair, diet) every day, reaching out to my family atleast once a day, taking time to express my gratitude. putting time aside to write to myself and talk to myself. remaining calm, taking longer breaths, staying patient... reminding myself that i deserve it. i deserve the love, understanding, success, and extraordinary life-changing events that are coming for me.

Mood✨

Back to school season means shaping your fyp to contain tons and tons of study and school content.

I keep telling myself I am going to give guys a chance, but every single time the opportunity presents itself I shut it down. I do not think it has anything to do with fear of intimacy at this point. I have so much going on right now with getting my degree, doing lab research, learning a new language, getting all 3 of my healthcare certification renewed, working out 5 days a week, etc, etc. I just do not have the time or the patience to entertain anyone right now. What's crazy is when I tell people that I never been in a relationship, and do not plan on being in one anytime soon, I get side eyed. But it's like I am so young, and I feel like I have all my life to fall in love and go on dates and do all that relationship stuff. Maybe I am missing out, maybe I'm not. But I do know that I am in a good place in my life and I am super excited for what the next couple of years of my life have in store in me.

Works like a charm

my favourite anti-aging methods are inner peace, forgiveness and minding my business

Something in my gut is telling me the year is going to be filled with even more blessings.