Last Day Of Finals. Pregaming Freedom By Starting A New Jontim Wip

[writes about Jesus but it’s actually about being trans] [writes about being trans but it’s actually about Jesus]

something something reading Babel when english is your first language but not your mother's something something

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testing out colours with clownzy in their s3 casino fits :]]

[swings yoyo like a hypnosis ring] you do not notice any mistakes. you focus on the pretty colours.

referring to characters as [Name] [Source] never fails to make me giggle like it’s perfect comedic gold

here’s the issue with the concept of duality of man: eventually, you’re going to have to disagree.

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while I do think that taking basira's "that does explain some stuff" response to jon's asexuality as meaning "that explains why he's so uptight" (or something else similarly acephobic) is a valid reading of the line, I don't think it's the only reading or the obligatory reading, particularly as she's on fairly good terms with jon at this point and otherwise mostly has good things to say about him. I think it could just as easily mean "that explains why he never made a pass at me even while we spent lots of time alone together and people assumed we were having an affair," or, in the context of the conversation, "that explains why he doesn't seem to be reciprocating martin's obvious attraction to him in the same way." like the other reading also works but I don't really think that's what basira is like? especially not at this moment in s3?

i will forever cry over how robin lost ramy and griffin after both of them saved him. only for him not to be able to continue life. because the grief was greater than he could bear. the pain was too much for him to think of the life after the strike. after all he did in the spirit of his late brother and dearest friend.

i will forever cry over robin letting victoire go. i simply couldn't find the words to describe the bond that they had. it was meant to be. victoire was the voice of reason between the two and robin just couldn't get through all of it, not without griffin and ramy. she made up her mind and so did he and it was hurtful to witness this two souls make peace with their choices. im going insane over this.

not sure about what the consensus on tone indicators is but personally, aside from maybe like /s (sarcastic) and /ref (reference) i don't think they're all that necessary

like ?? most of them can't convey anything more than what using your words can't do already. Many of the abbreviations also mean something else in different contexts which counterintuitively makes communication even more unclear (ie, pos meaning both "piece of shit" and "positive", etc).

that and they operate under the assumption that everyone knows what each one means (especially with more sort of obscure ones like /nf, not forcing or /nm, not mad)

being more clear with your words also just reads more genuinely, eg,

"can you help me study tomorrow? /nf" vs "can you help me study tomorrow? it's fine if not :]]"

"your eyes are really big /pos" vs "i love your eyes !! they're really big n remind me of my cat :D"

i am unfortunately guilty of laughing at slash-derogatory jokes tho </3 ("Deepnest /derogatory" and the like)

🙋my turn next

more hate less yearning this time though. gotta shake things up yk

when is it my turn to have a life-changing eye-opening experience with Jonah Magnus

brb writing a letter of yearning and hate to him