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It feels just like a curse lately
dying awakens the memories of us
I yearn for you on my cruelest days
Your absence feels heavier when I tear my skin apart
Every droplet of blood is a reminder of what I once had
Every scar an evidence of what once hurt me
The aching in my skin almost feels like your arms wrapped around my fragile body
The most comforting yet bitterest touch to ever exist
How could you harm me if I was once so dearest?
I ask as I stare into the mirror to repeat the question to the lifeless reflection glaring back at me
I ache for you when I starve my malnourished body once again
The void in my stomach reminds me of your empty promises
My soul and corpse screaming with the desire to finally let death take me
You were what once kept me alive
Yet you killed me curler than I ever could
I crave your presence as poison fills my lungs
Carrying your addiction like a family tradition
I’ll mourn you with every hit, every drink and every pill I swallow
The high wears off but you’re still gone
No amount of drugs could ever hide your thundering absence anyways
I mourn you the most when I’m destroying myself, inheriting what you did to me
But I lived and thrived in it
You slowly killed me but in the end, that’s what’s kept me alive
I associate you with pain and blood cause that’s where we met and where you kept me
The hurt is all I’ve ever known but with you, I bleed the merriest.
-just wrote my first poem in a long time, trying to get back into writing. what do you think?? x
My two moods
I WILL find EVERY single post on the internet about them. My stalking skills are lowkey getting kinda concerning tbh
nothing in between
don’t know what’s real or fake …
@lostfwn
missed my bus so many times bcs I’d rather do my eyeliner than be on time
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