Why Are Dicks So Expensive?

Klaus: who needs therapy when you have hair dye and Hawaiian shirts?

Sometimes I just wanna run away

Accurate…

r/autismmemes

I think falling for you was my biggest mistake

The biggest I've ever made

But actually I feel no regret

And you're still in my head

In my head, in my heart

I don't even know where to start

You still feel like home

And I feel sick to my bone

Because it went from "you make me want to stay alive"

To looking at this stupid knife

You kinda make me wanna die

And all I do is cry

I don't wanna get out of bed

I feel like I'm seriously mad

It feels like talking to a wall

And I know the worst of all

Is that I still love you

And you probably don't know I do

Being on testosterone and having to go through puberty a second time because of that is weird. Like I'm completely calm, watching sherlock with my boyfriend and one second later I'm horny.

Dysphoria.

It's a hard thing to describe. You can't really explain it to people who don't experience gender dysphoria. And everyone is experiencing dysphoria in a different way. Some people can put in words how they feel, but I'm not sure if I can. Dysphoria is the worst kind of pain I've known. There are some days I don't feel so dysphoric about myself but the most time my dysphoria is really bad. Sometimes I break down because I can't handle the dysphoria attacks. It makes me want to rip my skin off. It makes me stay in bed all day because I just don't have enough energy to get up. It makes me feel like shit and that I never want to talk again because I can't handle my voice. It's the reason why I sometimes can't talk in class because I feel too dysphoric about my voice. It's the reason I sometimes can't wear what I want because I'm scared not to pass so I rather wear a baggy hoodie. On some days it makes me want to kill myself because it doesn't seem worth it. And there are people out there who think it's fun to be Transgender. They think it's all pride parades and adorable. But it's not. Being Trans is the reason why I can't do the things I wanted to do in the future. Being Trans is a pain in the ass and I have to struggle every day. Every day is a fight. And I don't need people to understand how I feel. I just need them to stop making fun of Trans people. Because it's already hard enough to be Trans. And I know I'm not the only one who has to struggle with all of this but sometimes I feel like I'm alone.

Me telling my boyfriend he can't let his cats kill him because I need him, him being cute telling me he needs me too, me destroying everything with saying "that's gay"

My life basically 

Lately I'm struggling again, with so many things. But the worst is the inability to regulate feelings.

I am so full of love and sorrow at the same time. I'm drowning in myself. Sometimes the emotions come like a flood in the ocean or in waves. And sometimes it's just a mere drop dripping in my brain, my day. But always drowning. Either in the overflow or in the nothingness.

I know I should be able to get out of this alone. Shouldn't depend on anyone! But could you help me out of this misery and guide me back home?