I Think It Is Brave And Also Very Sexy Of Me To Continue Living

Klaus: who needs therapy when you have hair dye and Hawaiian shirts?

I can't stand being alone but I'm afraid of being too much. How do I communicate aaaa

I wish I could ask you to come over right now.

Wish I could but I don't know how…

I wish I could tell you about

Everytime my head gets too loud.

How you manage to shut up my mind.

How you help me to find

A way to escape those thoughts in my head.

The ones that leave me wanting to be dead.

Without you I can't find the way.

That's why I wish I could ask you to stay.

Wish I could ask you to stay with me tonight

And help me kill the pain I feel inside.

But telling you about it all

Would mean letting down my wall.

Would allow you to see

Even the hidden parts of me.

And honestly, I probably would

If I only knew how I could…

Cause losing loved ones is what I fear most

But I still let you come so close.

And even despite of my fear

You're part of the reason I'm still here…

Being alive is weird.

I'm studying Philosophy and History? How did I manage to get here? I'm turning 21 on Tuesday? I never even thought I'd make it past 15?

I didn't had the chance to re-watch the umbrella academy with the original sound but just in case it's only in the German version: five calls the three Swedish guys the IKEA mafia

He is beauty, he is grace. I wanna kiss his fucking face.

Please DNI if: nsfw / terf / nomap / map /homo/transphobe

That was me, except my obsession stuck. There hasn’t been a day I didn’t think about Walter Benjamin since summer

I want to own every book Benjamin wrote. And every book written about him. I don’t know if it’s ever going to stop

What if I got really into Walter Benjamin for a week. What then

impusively kissing! kissing when laughing! kissing cheeks to say thanks! kissing noses! kissing foreheads! kissing hands! kissing wrists! kissing temples! kissing fingertips! lazy kissing! goodbye kisses! see you later kisses! wait for me kisses! be right back kisses! that is so stupid but i love you kissing!

My boyfriend is so cute when he's asleep

Maybe he's always cute but psst