I Wanna Say Fuck You To Anyone Who Shame Disabled, Chronically Ill & Neurodivergent People, Especially

Sylvia Plath, from The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath; entry no. 102

Anaïs Nin, Delta of Venus, originally published: 1977

It’s okay if you’re not alright now. Things will be okay soon, and I hope this little reminder helps. ♡

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i think a lot of things that make me nauseous are due to undiagnosed neurospiciness and many of them have caused actual meltdowns I've violently repressed or hidden from others in an effort not to seem dramatic because i realize that my sudden "i can only eat plain white bread" or "i can only listen to this one song for 8 hours" or " i can only wear this shirt and these pants and that one pair of socks and that pair of shoes and there is one hair clip and only one that is allowed because it's the only one that keeps my hair up without being heavy or pulling it too hard" are not what most people experience, and the crazy thing is that i could go on forever about all these things. And then i tell other people and they say things like "i also have a favorite hair clip/outfit" like no you don't understand, i don't just prefer it, it's that or i will throw up, cry and pass away all at the same time because the texture of the fabric and the fit of the shirt against my skin and the color of it are familir and i know that I'm comfortable in it and it cannot be replaced and I've been spending months trying to psychologically prepair for the fact that i have to find a replacement and gathering all the energy required to go to stores and find one that could work (which is a lot of energy) because this one has holes in it and i will inevitably have to replace it and i don't want to not be prepared because what if it brakes at a bad time and then I'm imbarassed and it's a nightmare

anyway how's ur day going ahah

it's a beautiful day and i miss you <3

whatever. WHATEVER.

I love using "by the way" as a segue into topics that are completely unrelated to the matters at hand. it isn't remotely by the way, quite a ways out of the way in fact. a little adventure

When I was younger and researching the autism diagnosis criteria and symptoms, I thought “oh I couldn’t POSSIBLY be autistic.” Because when I read “takes everything literally” I thought it literally meant EVERYTHING and I was like “I don’t take EVERYTHING literally, just most things!” And I just realized the other day that it didn’t actually mean EVERYTHING and that was an overstatement.

happy i guess i'm disappointed that you didn't 'merry christmas' your way back into my life and i get that there's still new years but by new years i'll be a very different person so you've really only got like a five day gap before i definitely can't tolerate your bullshit anymore because i swore that i'd be a non bullshit tolerating kind of girl season to all who celebrate