Littlecigs - Out Of Body

Ok y'all I admit that some situations are my fault and I did it to myself. Self sabotage goes crazy because I low-key don't think I deserve nice things.

I really wish it was socially acceptable to say “I really don’t care” and people would just say oh ok and move onto the next topic in conversation, no hard feelings

I don't deserve the things I want

In the end I will destroy myself, because what other option do I have?

I’m traumatized cause every time I wanted reassurance, clarification and to share my feelings it was perceived as trying to argue, shit has really turned me into a cold person

We’re All Going to the World’s Fair (Jane Schoenbrun, 2021)