When You’ve Been Sad For So Long You Don’t Know How To Get Better Because You Don’t Know What It

Anne Carson, Antigonick

I feel sick, you know

In my head, in my heart

My eyes are filled with little black stars

And my stomach churns

With a thousand words I'll never say

Had a really good day at work. Coworkers complimented me a lot! I feel good about myself :)

I feel like people don't talk enough about how utterly mentally exhausting it is to be genuinely obsessive about somebody

like yes it is nice to have somebody I love so much be a constant thought in my head but it makes actually trying to do real life things so difficult because I'm so caught up in the obsession and the daydreaming

wow I should really go 2 bed omg

Why am I so unlikeable

what do you mean it’s “”not healthy”” for me to lock myself in my room all day and completely isolate myself from everyone

If someone changes their tone of voice during a conversation with me I feel like the whole worlds collapsed on my body.