I Feel Sick, You Know

My knife is too dull

tear me to shreds

I'm sick of this mad, mad world

make me someone's bride and count to ten

then blow my head out at the alter

I'm sick of this mad, mad world

I'm sick of the people

I'm sick of the doctors

I'm sick of YOU telling ME what's wrong with MY head

when it's MY head and NOT YOURS

make me into someone's dinner and say a prayer

tear me to shreds

I don't care

when you’ve been in so much emotional and mental turmoil recently that going back to feeling absolutely nothing is actually comforting

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Anne Carson, Antigonick

Occultural magazine Abrahadabra issue #03, 1985

breathless

getting that feeling

where all you can do is hold your breath

and think

and feel

and it’s horrible because you forget

you always forget

and you can only remember

once you feel the burn in your lungs

in your throat

and you release a breath

far larger than any you’d released that day

and it scares you

and it happens again