Girls Don’t Want Flowers, Girls Want To See Masked Men Do The Head Tilt.

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My knife is too dull

I feel like people don't talk enough about how utterly mentally exhausting it is to be genuinely obsessive about somebody

like yes it is nice to have somebody I love so much be a constant thought in my head but it makes actually trying to do real life things so difficult because I'm so caught up in the obsession and the daydreaming

Occultural magazine Abrahadabra issue #03, 1985

when you’ve been in so much emotional and mental turmoil recently that going back to feeling absolutely nothing is actually comforting

Why don't other people find life as hard as I do? I think about death everyday. I'm so overwhelmed. Everything is sooo hard. I don't know if I really want to die or if I just can't live. I want someone or something to strip me of all my responsibilities, all the pressure. If that is death then so be it.