I think about Mary a lot. I think about how she was given a gift from God to birth Jesus. I think about how she was pure, untouched, and praised for her chastity.
And I think about her thoughts. I think about what she felt when she learned she was to give birth. Did she think that she was lucky to be given such a gift, to be able to produce a child from God?
Did she feel dejected, that her purity was rewarded with the same result as impurity, only without the pleasure or love?
Did she feel scared, that a 15 year old such as herself would be a bad mother?
Was she horrified, that her pure body was being invaded by a child she didn't want? A child that told others that she was no longer pure?
Did she feel sick, that her god would punish her with the pains of progeny without having even fully developed, and now she would never be pure again?
Was she miserable, sad that the only way she would be viewed is as a virgin? As a woman who has never felt the love of another? Only a product of what others saw as a good woman?
Did you have a life, wants, and dreams? Did you love someone? Did you hate anyone? Were you ever a person? Did you exist simply as a story? Sweet Mary, are you satisfied with the title of a Virgin, a Mother, and a Christain?
Half-baked helluva boss oc and little pocket imp
Melohi uses he/she Pronouns and Pako uses they/them :)
Why can't I just be a royal dueling a peasant who sold themselves for a place in the guard so they could pay for their mothers illness, raising my sword beneath the bruised ans dirtied peasants chin and telling him to leave and go back to his shack as he grins pathetically and makes some flirty quip with an underlying sad but determined message?
An oc I made for an smp me and a few friends are playing! They're a fire lizard hybrid with hardened skin in areas to help them scale rocks and travel on the burning ground. They wear a mix of leather, pig skin, and gold. The tail is for balance, and the pouch holds gold ingots, ender pearls, and other things you would need to survive. The bandanna and the goggles are for when they need to travel through areas with too much smoke.
just found out my stomach acid can digest most metals
Fuck cooking meals just eat the silverware
I sat there on the bus, the happiest moment I can remember. We were next to each other, hand in hand. He understood me and I, him. It wasn't all about me, and I could accept that. We both had talents equally as interesting as the other. But then I woke up, to a disappointing life, all alone.
Character A’s scream of agony finally breaks as the electrocution stops. Body aching and burning, they slump forward against their restraints and gasp for breath, and don’t even have the strength to shudder as their captor runs a deceivingly gentle hand through their hair and whispers.
“This doesn’t have to continue. You know what I want.”
Crying today because I can't find a space themed poem and I can't remember any part of it except that it said that God was silence or something and it literally made me change my perspective on life for a few seconds 😔
My greatest achievement is when I was in a haunted cornmaze and there was sections for different horror movies, and during the beetlegeuse one I started riverdancing because my friends were to scared to go, and the beetlegeuse actor dropped character and just asked me what in the world I was doing.