Oh god finally these traumatized sans are getting therapy thanks god
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I'm going to be making an audio series where he does therapy sessions with various Sans throughout the UTMV and helps them confront their trauma
Doc has trauma he has been working through and has made a lot of progress.
After Finding out about AU's he decides to try and Help other sanses the way he was helped.
Docs creation was inspired by Anxiety Sans by @hheisa and the rest of the new Nurospicy Sans AU popping up
Big thanks to all 3 artists that contributed to this! Thank you for being my idea and my little guy to life!
Hope you are as excited as I am for me to get this audio series off the ground! I will be posting it on my YouTube and reposting the videos on here! First Episode should be out sometime this Summer! Stay Tune!!!
"No one can love you until you love yourself" is like the worst possible way of articulating "if you don't respect and value yourself, it's very easy to become attracted to people who don't treat you right and then justify their mistreatment, so be careful."
Jayvik becomes objectively more tragic when you remember that Jayce’s whole life, he has been entranced by magic. It was his reason to research, to pursue discovery- when he was faced with losing it, he was prepared to end it all.
And then Viktor became that magic. He literally embodied it and became one with the magic that Jayce was enraptured by, and it was all Jayce’s fault-
And then that magic turned out to be corrupt. Dangerous. And again- it was All. Jayce’s. Fault. He dreamt too big. Flew too close to the sun. Fucked his and Viktor’s and everyone is Piltover’s lives up, without anyone’s consent but his own.
Imagine the guilt of that, for a second. That your entire life’s purpose became the biggest threat to life itself. That your greatest discovery would lead to the greatest destruction your world has ever seen.
And not only that- but it is animating the corpse of your partner, is connected to their soul in a way that you cannot undo-
I do not blame Jayce for snapping, for destroying what he’d created. It must’ve cleaved his heart into two, to do so. In one fell swoop, the two reasons he’d had for existing- Viktor and his magic- gone.
It was not callous. It was not cold. It was a kamikaze mission for Jayce.
Viktor’s death was akin to Jayce’s own. In bringing down the axe on Viktor, he tightened the noose around his own neck.
In killing Viktor, he killed them both.
IM SORRY I HAD TO DO IT
Thank you Sans Undertale
Thank you Sans Undertale we all say in unison
(If you're interested in a blog where aspecs can talk about experiences like this, I've since made an aspec venting space!)
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Httyd is so wrong to me in many ways, like how much they changed Toothless behavior, or additing a girl dragon only to make his separation with Hiccup make more sense, or the villain being "The One" slayed all the night furies, or the fact they didn’t needed for the dragons to be gone, like, at all.
The dragons from the start were a metaphor for prejudice, how knowing the other allows you to live better with them and THAT takes time, takes patience, takes adaptation, this is shown not only in the first movie, but in the series too, so its very weird for them to throw it all away because "the world isn't ready for them"?
Hiccup already fought with SO MANY antagonists who had the ideas of hunting/ dominating dragons, he fought so many for the coexistence, only for the dragons to have to hide in the end? Like the world wasn't meant for both humans and dragons at all?
Hiccup would make the whole world understand if he needed, he would make the world for the dragons.
And I ain't talking abt "Oh no I wanted Toothless and Hiccup to still be together in the end", im talking abt how this doesn't make sense and feels like throwing things away for the sake of the easiest ending.
One thing I find interesing abt Vi, is the fact that, she seems like she haven't grown up since her's 15.
Like, yes, she is a adult now, but her mind seems to not have developed properly due to trauma, making her stuck in that moment in the finale of act one of season one, Vander's death, Milo and Claggor's death, the shock of everything being her own sister's fault, she didn’t even had the time to process this bc she saw her sister last with the same man who was very willing to kill them, got kidnapped and then enjailed for 7 fucking years.
LIKE DAMN. And this surely brought several consequences to her brain, how she acts is typically with violence, impulsivity, without a racional thinking and being emocional about things, like a child, and im not saying in a derogatory way towards her, i'm saying that she didn’t had any opportunity to interact normally with people, to develop these type of skills and learn.
Vi likes to see things in a simple way, she thinks that she can resolve things just punching her way out or by just talking, because she never had any other chance to understand any other way.
She lives for protecting, simple as that, because that's the only thing she lived for in all those years in prison. That's why she even accepted Caitlyn's way of doing things as a enforcer, ofc she is wrong but, oh my girl how manipulated you are. How much of yourself you use for others because you can't lose anyone else.
And she realizes in season one, after fighting in the Shimmer's factory with Jayce, how much she lost of her own humanity, to not feel anything for a dead child now, she saw how vulnerable and broken for this is Jayce (that's why I think their relation important, because Jayce is all abt vulnerability and being open minded, learning to make a better future)
And Vi in the first act of season two is so vulnerable now, different of season one, because now she truly understands she lost Powder, she has no one, except the girl she thinks she could have saved the mother, spared the pain she herself understands. And even if it isn't intentional of Cait (which sometimes I doubt, because she threw all her morals out of the window in the first act), she manipulates Vi with her needs for a constant and fear of abandonment.
The way she acts with Caitlyn, is how she wishes she have been treated all these years, affection, understanding, tenderness. The thing she needs to be rebembered until act two, it's that Cait comes from a totally different environment, and the ruthlessness she wish Cait shouldn't experience, its exactly the reality shock she needs right now.
Vi is a really cool character in all ways I wish people could see, she isn't a "just", the way the turned to be all that she hated out of desperation for love is a tragedy. And yeah I love the memes with her stupidity but PLEASE see my vision when I say that my girl deserves more :(((
The thing with "Love Like You" (From Steven Universe, for context) its not that its about Pink's love for Blue, or Rose's love for Greg, or Pearl's love for Rose, ite that, it fits every single relationship based in love, in and out of the cartoon.
It always fascinated me how this song fitted every character, every ship, every relationship, and it always resembled me as a song to describe love itself, how to love is to ask "How are you so special, and see me as such too?"
Because its based not only in admiration, but in adoration, in learning how to love yourself as the other does, I dont like the whole "You have to love yourself to someone to love you", I dont think the show intended to give this message, Pink is the message that when loving others truly, you learn to love yourself as others do, she only fighted for her wants when she loved Earth, she only saw the others Gems worth when she saw Garnet, how they can love too.
I dont think you have to love yourself in order to others to love you, you have to learn to love yourself because other people love you too, and you have to see by their eyes how you are, because then you will see how worth of love you are.
Idk this post is a whole mess but i just love this song so much, I always felt this way towards friends and family because of how good I saw them but it was hard to me to do this for me too, the fact you dont love yourself doesnt make you unworthy of someone's else love, simply because it IS hard to love yourself, its not a piece of cake that you'll start abruptly being "Oh im all okay i love myself and everything about me", but its a journey you'll see the worth when learning with others to love you how they do.
Can a AuDHD french/sino-japanese soulless boy with abandonment issues really fall in love with a OCDtistic black american glitchy boy who went insane?
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(meme from Twitter lol)
I think this means so much when knowing how Aziraphale is treated in heaven, its no surprise he doesnt think big of himself, but when Crowley assures him that he is big, specially in something that he loves so much like magic, it must be something so special for him to hear
what baffles me is that crowley is actually good for aziraphale. not in the sense that the good actions he does are done for aziraphale, but in the sense that crowley teaches aziraphale to be good to himself
in s2ep4 when aziraphale is looking for a magic trick to do, he first says that he can't go to the magic shop because he's not a professional conjuror. crowley disagrees, convincing him that he's a professional as he is "about to perform on the West End Stage"
afterwards when the shopkeeper calls aziraphale a "talented amateur", it's aziraphale himself who makes a point in proving that he's no such thing as he's "booked to appear in the West End"
and then when they're backstage talking to furfur aziraphale clearly calls himself a "working professional magician". over a few hours, crowley makes aziraphale confident in his own identity
not only does crowley love aziraphale (in whatever way he expresses it) but he literally makes him better. crowley, who believes he is incapable of doing good, manages to make an actual angel, better
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