I Can’t Wait For The Day I Get To Say- Let Me Show You The Love That I’ve Been Saving For You, That’s

i don't need advice i don't need guidance i need someone to physically maneuver me like a marionette

as the colder months approach: i wish you all a healthy, calm end of the year. i wish you tasty cups of tea, comfortable clothes, warm beds, nutritious meals in safe homes, good music, new friends and unwavering health. you deserve good things now.

i go to bed. i am consumed by overwhelming loneliness. i stare at the ceiling. i long for something i can’t name. i question if i’m real. i see a funny little meme on my phone and laugh hysterically for several minutes. i get too invested in an unrealistic fantasy. i pass out around three.

i really wish everyone had good hearts and good intentions for others. honestly.

on all levels except physical i am heart shaped

stamps ✉️