Lavenderlovermidnight - ⊹₊ㆍ✿ㆍ₊⊹

i can’t get her off my mind (the idea of love)

i’m in a good place (my room) but i’m also not in a good place (deep physical and psychological suffering)

The Moon and Venus, early this morning ♡

i love being in bed like yea everything is terrible but at least i’m in bed

what do you mean angels don’t exist? i’m standing right here

im like no worries & then feel so upset i get chest pains

i go to bed. i am consumed by overwhelming loneliness. i stare at the ceiling. i long for something i can’t name. i question if i’m real. i see a funny little meme on my phone and laugh hysterically for several minutes. i get too invested in an unrealistic fantasy. i pass out around three.