healing involves a lot more grieving than you’d expect. progress hurts. you’re moving on from things that happened but also things you wished would happen and never did. mourning does not mean you are not getting better.
i had a dream about you. but nothing happened in it. it was a blank dream. but i knew you were in it
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Louise Glück, from "Persephone the Wanderer", Averno
[sitting completely still in my own bed] this world is gutting me like a fish
if you remember that life is fluid you’ll never feel stuck. nothing is the end all or your only option. when something ends it’s your time to start something new. it doesn’t matter how often doors close if you’re always moving forward. don’t dwell or try to open those old doors. the more you keep moving, the more you’ll see life is working in your favor.
大覚寺
I hope you all find someone who gives you cute names and tells you it’s adorable when you do embarrassing things and hugs you when it’s early in the morning and makes you feel like you have a whole disneyland fireworks show going off inside your body and never ever lets you go
I AM HAUNTED BY A PAST I CANNOT GO BACK TO !!!!!! anyways