I Had A Dream About You. But Nothing Happened In It. It Was A Blank Dream. But I Knew You Were In It

i go to bed. i am consumed by overwhelming loneliness. i stare at the ceiling. i long for something i can’t name. i question if i’m real. i see a funny little meme on my phone and laugh hysterically for several minutes. i get too invested in an unrealistic fantasy. i pass out around three.

Rhodochrosite with Quartz North Mine, Broken Hill, Yancowinna County, New South Wales, Australia

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My emotions include:

• vibing

• not fucking vibing at ALL

Drug addicts deserve common decency no matter what drug they are addicted to, how severe their addiction is, and whether or not they are receiving help for their addiction.

But the thing I will never admit to anyone who's met me is how desperately I want to be loved, I don't think I could say it. How I want someone to hold my wrists and kiss my palms and smile at me, and want me, I want to be wanted and I don't know how long poetry or songs will substitute for being wanted.