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Just in case you don't see me posting any art for awhile...or anything for that matter...

Everything in my life has been going to utter shit, I used to think things were bad before... Anyways, I was barely out of a mental hospital and almost right away sent to jail, I have a restraining order against me right now, so I am freaked the heck out, I got bonded out and I might end up in jail for 3-6 months if I mess up by accident. I'm scared and stressed and my dad isn't helping any at all with his remarks, the police, and everything. Apparently as long as me and my husband are 100 feet apart and don't communicate in ANY way, it should be fine, but I'm still worried since I was the one the police pressed charges against, we live in the same home but he said he would leave apparently...SO I HOPE I am safe, jail where I am is horrible. the cell was disgusting, the toilet had poop on the seat, nothing was sanitary, I was sick in multiple ways, body in pain, wearing a suit that would injure me, not allowed underwear even though it was "that time of the month" I'm allergic to gluten and ALL they would feed me was bread, and gluten filled things and nasty bologna, I wasn't even allowed a pencil, skin conditions acting up, very cold, I felt like shit. All because of an involuntary impulse of these stupid tics I can't control. As well as my husband never meant for any of this to happen....at that shitty timing. I feel horrible, I can finally sleep but, I can't, I can't draw, I can't watch videos, I can't do anything because I feel everything I am doing is wrong. Things keep getting worse, I want it all to stop, then my dad keeps provoking me, threatening me, I can't stop crying...I hate my life and I have every right to, and every right to complain.

In case anyone was wondering (I doubt) I was just in a mental hospital for a week, gonna go to jail soon too 8D for a slap, for an involuntary movement I've done, it is the same as going to jail for kicking someone while having a seizure....I hope I'm allowed to complain because I personally think my life is shit right now and keeps getting worse. 

Well I might be going to jail or a mental hospital because my dad and husband are trying so hard to lock me up, they called the police on me. of course I’d slap someone who was trying to break my fingers because I was trying to confront them on why they were trying to destroy our room, why they purposelly messed things up for me.

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haha given that we know what russ, jund and cheyenne look like.. my drawings still look nothing like them lol. but i hope you can submit something in time!! c: doesn’t have to be a finished product.. just something quick

I tried ;v; 

83 She is Milla from Tales of Xillia and the sup guy is one of her summons.

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Join the lnc-69min challenge!! ;DDD this week’s theme is rpg and you have till the late night stream to complete ;DD I think it’s something causal and fun

It does seem fun for sure ;v; I just have never actually drawn anyone else besides cry from the lnc, I will see if I can come up with something though.

w.i.p. Should I add a background to this?

I feel so weird cause I have no clue what to draw. What I was working on looks like a pile of poo, so I dropped it kinda.

:I

Honestly, I don't feel that inspired? I have the motivation to draw things, but not the inspiration or confidence to do so I just feel kinda like, what's the point? I never seem to do what others like, in any situation. 

Gift for my person, though he told me to make it without boobs after I already done them, so I have another version with them covered (cause he wants to hang it on his locker at work.) This took on and off for maybe a year, due to problems actually getting me to be happy with anything about it. Well, now I can work on anything I want now =v= now if I could actually get an idea....urgh. other version is here -> http://krystami.deviantart.com/art/fem-kuja-513897429 (not sure if nsfw but still gonna put it as so...idk, unless someone tells me otherwise.)

Sleeep

I hate when I'm so tired but can't sleep, holding something (phone idk) and I have no grip, things fall out of hands and I start getting.drunk vision. Sadly these are the only times I can potentially get a few hours of sleep. So goodmorning, it is almost seven am where I'm at, gonna be up on prob. Anywhere to 2-4 hours.

I'm so upset in the way where you just feel an empty space in your chest, wanna be angry but just want to say "welp, it's my fault." ;-; working on a stupid picture all day and lost all progress, the weird thing is I did save it, but it didn't save, and then everything froze pretty badly, I hate this computer

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Who is he?? XDDD

His name's Steve Burnside from the Resident Evil series~ I really like his character, especially his character design. I think people mostly hate him because of the voice he originally had, haha~ I used to draw him constantly when I was younger too, til a few years ago 8D

Is it bad that I think I can generally draw pretty much anything I wanna draw to my standards but when it comes to one of, if not my favorite character of all time...I can't do anything ;_; I always give up or am not satisfied with the result. Hopefully my next attempt will be different D:

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Lol! I have no idea to reply either, so please teach me!!! and yeah I noticed I’m taking longer these days too just cause I’m back to work, but means I can only fit in 1-2 hours. But each time I come back I find something wrong

You have to download that thing called xkit on google chrome, it auto installs to Tumblr and then gives you a menu for what features you want on here and it just changes the layout to having these features (choose what you want) so very easy and awesome ;v; I don't work, I just draw all day or take care of my baby niece. Yeah, I could never work on that little time D: it takes me weeks just to finish something as it is. Well, I think in a way that's a good thing because since you have more time to not stare at what you're working on, you can actually see your mistakes and fix them, rather than working on it constantly without realizing some mistakes~

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I know how you feel ._____. And then there’s days when I draw shit

Exactly~ I mean sometimes it's both, I could be taking super long on something and thinking in my head "This HAS to turn out good right??" even if I think it looks a little off...then I realize, nope, I did bad. 8D

This game is freaking eye candy to me, it really is *u*  I added in the actual background because I really liked how that turned out too :o Fullsize version of both pics here~ http://krystami.deviantart.com/art/Xenoblade-511603525 http://krystami.deviantart.com/art/Xenobladethumbnailbg-511602941

w.i.p it's almost done, just need to do the bg and finishing touches 8D  just a derpy random part of the picture

Why must I be so slow when it comes to drawing :c

Social status: Claptrap~

I really wanted to make a mecha sup guy 8DDD So I did~ ~full size version is here~ http://krystami.deviantart.com/art/cry-a-508963841

apparently my mind was telling me to make a character, well, let's see if it works, it seems to be the only thing I want to put work in~

I have a question~

Still in an art block, so that kinda sucks. Nothing I wanna draw anymore~ Ended up playing Borderlands for the first time with my person, finished the game but it glitches so we can't play co-op anymore so we deleted the game and gonna start all over after installing again.

~(ovo)~ First thing drawn on a new tablet my person got for me for x-mas ;v;  I think this is considered a speed drawing, done in a lil over a day.

Honestly, I always have some weird story in my head behind these things but I can never put it into words. All I need to say is I actually really enjoyed working on this, I might do more like this,  I dunno though, I just like things like this, it is relaxing I guess? The full size picture should be through this link~ http://krystami.deviantart.com/art/Viruss-502153918

Just got new tablet...no inspiration or motivation to draw...haha

I hate when my mind/hands keep wanting to draw a certain way, a certain style and I am just like "efff no, stop it. why, I don't like that style" so I keep trying to force myself to not draw that way, still ends up happening, maybe I should just give in to it ;_;

I started this awhile ago but ended up working on something else so decided to finish it last night. 8D I'm not good at descriptions because I always end up thinking the same thing "I thought this would be cool to do idk"