Krystami-blog - Krystami

More Inktober stuff, lots of brain farts for some of these, eh, still enjoyable :D I never really show my sketchbook stuff, then again I gotta start drawing in em more in the first place, but I have (had) near death pens while drawing all these, had them for awhile, getting new ones soon 8D

It bothers me that other random people think you are a failure for choosing not to go to college. Especially when you yourself KNOW you don't need to go. Especially when tons of teachers have told you privately that "college is for those who need to learn or just to get the 'official' title to something, especially when it comes to being an artist" They told me it was a waste of MY time and money.

Does anyone know where you can upload and link videos directly from phone that are longer than a minute or two....

Is there a site that's like a dating site but for friends? Like compatibility, interests, if they live in a certain distance, area code, etc. I really need some..it's not even a joke.

Woo, I actually got a really nice Peridot today, it is perfect for what I wanna make actually, size, shape, etc.

Fashionnn? 8D This is all I could come up with~

Reason why I haven't posted in awhile. (Please involve no one please..)

I’m so sorry I haven’t been online, my life has been terrible lately and just a ton of bad.

I really hate to mention this *here* but I haven’t posted anything.

I am in a bad relationship, my computer and tablet gets threatened to be broken, I get physically harmed because my tics due to tourettes cause me to “warrant” it…

I have no motivation or will or anything and have been trying.

It has been horrid.

I am scared that he could see this right now.

Hopefully though…hopefully that will change soon, or I can endure long enough until the time comes where I won’t be this way.

Please trust me I just want out of this relationship with no involvement of others.. That is all but I am EXTREMELY dependant on someone, idk…

Please don’t make me afraid to post I am just letting it known why I haven’t posted in ages.

Please forgive me. I have a plan finally, after years of dealing with this…and it is possible, please believe me.

Some random up closeness from the last Lapis picture I made. :D

Hey, yeah, I have bad problems going on, just informing and maybe asking for help?

WOOO, guess what, gonna be homeless soon :D like within a month because people like to steal checks meant for rent and not pitch in on rent either, so yeah, I'm screwed. EVERYTHING bad keeps happening... Anyways,a certain individual I know said I should try to get commission work, but I said I'm not well known enough to even get one :D so, they said I should try to "expand my audience" join other fandoms, idk, I'm just always afraid of...uh, most things associated with doing so, but yeah, bad situations, as well as seeing a random post made me realize, maybe I shouldn't be afraid of doing what I want to do and actually trying to contribute to "popular" things. So, I'm gonna TRY, still might cower out but any help would be great,