Aight You Know What Yeah That's On Me. Probably Shouldn't Have Introduced My Identity As "yeah I'm Aro

5ft apart cuz theyre not gay (lying) // im sorry it took me like 2 weeks to post the khun ver

Rereading TOG in my target language is fun and all but why does there have to be so many mistakes???? It's the official translation too???? I'm not even fluent enough to catch most of them which makes me worried that I'll get worse at it

Just finished reading a chap where they used feminine pronouns to refer to Khun, 💀 Rak may refer to you by the wrong species but i like to think that he would respect pronouns

Everytime i listen to Irregular God and think about Bam I get chills. It fits so well I know i’ve talked abt this so so so many times BUT GOD ITS SO FITTING FOR HIM

I CANT STOP TALKING ABOUT HOW WELL IT WORKS FOR HIM

Its so tragic and yet the chorus that sounds like people worshipping him BUT HE’S A CHILD AND ONE WHO HAS NO IDEA WHATS GOING ON

And I think about Bam now and god I get so emotional remembering where he started and how different he is now. He’s found confidence in himself but its in some part arrogance, ARROGANCE THAT HE DID NOT HAVE at the start of the series and that gets me in my feels that he did not HAVE that in him until FUG. He’s snarky and more confident about fighting, even ready to sacrifice lives to win, which he definitely couldn’t fathom becoming okay with when he started climbing. White whom he loathed ends up being right, that Bam WILL learn to burn souls, something Bam fought White over and Bam is forced to make his peace w that. The hug w Khun and Bam was so pivotal also that reassurance that Bam is still a good person even if he does things he wishes he’d never have to, all of that are little bits of him that hasn’t changed since FUG.

You see how even now, he doesnt want the casualties, he sees the families tearing each other apart and he doesn’t understand it, he doesn’t want it

And it adds so much weight to Hwaryun actually, the degree to which Bam has changed. All the experiences that Hwaryun guided him to, changed him and she actually is painfully aware of it. If i remember right she’s the one who tells Wangnan that its not fair that someone who so clearly was not meant to be who Bam is now was given a destiny that is this gorey. No one else pushes Bam down this road as brutally as she does, and she knows it. That scene of her giving Bam the choice, the first time she makes it clear and obvious that it truly is his choice did SO MUCH for her character and omg how did me gushing about Irregular God turn into Bam and Hwaryun analysis

Boo

AAAAHHHHHHH HELP HEEEEEELLLPPPPPPP AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH

Oh great they've finally realized they're in love with each other ☺️🫶 if only they weren't DAYS OF TRAVEL AWAY FROM EACH OTHER, ONE OF THEM ACTIVELY DYING, AND HUMANKIND AS A WHOLE GOING EXTINCT WITHIN HOURS AT THIS POINT

Very intrigued as to where this novel is going cause I do not currently see how they would work out, Lu Feng is catching feelings but An Zhe is still very much not human and only half trusts Lu Feng not to shoot him

Loving the internal conflict of An Zhe feeling safe with Lu Feng but also knowing that should he ever be exposed, as far as he knows rn, Lu Feng would shoot him on sight tho

I- I FORGOT- I FORGOT TO FILTER FOR COMPLETED

JUST READ THE MOST AMAZING FANFIC ONLY TO FIND ITS BEEN MORE THAN A YEAR SINCE ITS UPDATED

AHHHH I THOUGHT I WAS BETTER THAN THIS I THOUGHT I LEARNED FROM OTHER PEOPLE'S MISTAKES BUT I FORGOT ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ

Khun walking through the door: Sorry I'm late I was...doing things

Hatz: *nearly falling through the door, out of breath, hunched over, and holding his lower back*

Hatz: *Huff* *Huff* HE PUSHED ME DOWN THE FCKN STAIRS

Khun: Push is such a strong word, I prefer to call it...giving you a little nudge

Htz: Oh I'll give you a little nudge when I shove my foot up your ass!

tried editing today ft. my drawings of Khun

youre a lucky man Bam…

03/09/25

My math professor gave me points for my drawings on my homework :)

BLEH