Hole Inspections. Reblog If You Agree

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I have multiple personalities and I can draw them as pictures pop up in my head thinking about each one, this is Winterneko, she's more of a cat, kind of where my pet space stems, another one is Shadowneko who basically acts like her sister and is a polar opposite of Winter. Winter loves the sun and lounging in it where Shadow absolutely loves the snow. Then there's Atlas who is our protector, they only come out when I'm too drained or angry so we don't lose our shit, she's protected our husband as well a few hundred times, he can fight but we prefer him to not. Then there's me, Apollo, I'm more of the main alter but we also have dead name who locks themselves in a box so they don't go psycho on others. I'm more of an empath, Atlas is an energy vampire blocker, she doesn't get affected by other negative empaths, Winter gives off calm, positive, and safe energy, Shadow gives off more of a fuck off vibe.

Quick update on my daughter. My fiance thinks she has radical attachment disorder which makes sense since she cries when I leave the room for the bathroom. She always falls asleep around him and I love it because that means she feels safe enough to sleep. We've decided, in order to try and get rid of or lessen the disorder we're going to put her in the bedroom, she gets a little nursery. We're moving my desk to the living room and her pack n play to the bedroom. I finally get to make a little nursery which I'm SO HAPPY about because I wanted to do that but we were homeless and when we weren't we only had one bedroom but since I'm more comfortable in the living room anyway might as well make use of that room, right? I'm gonna put "Welcome Home Little One" posters on the walls and other posters. I need to get her a new nightlight because I don't know what happened to hers. I'm hopefully going to be getting a little TV with some movies for it and I'm going to put that in her room so I can just put a show on as background noise and she'll be okay for a little bit herself. At 4 months this kid could self soothe but now she can't because DCFS said it was wrong 😒 now she can't self soothe at all and she's one. Ughhh I hate not being able to use my own rules on my child. She doesn't go to bed until 10:00 PM because she takes an hour-long nap at 7:00 PM. She takes 4 naps, one an hour after she wakes up which is around 5 AM or 6 AM so about 7 AM, another one around 1 or 2 PM , a 3rd at about 4 or 5 PM, and one at 7 or 8 PM but my fiance and I are going to try and get her schedule to match ours.

This whole mothering with DCFS and a foster parent is irritating especially when this freaking foster parent are either extremely early, foster dad picks my daughter up 5 minutes early so I decided I'ma head downstairs 10 minutes early because hes not even supposed to be able to get upstairs without me letting him in, foster mum will literally drop off my babygirl 15-30 minutes late. Although on Friday foster dad was 30 minutes late picking her up and on Saturday foster mum was 15 minutes early which I was trying to use for cleaning and Sunday she was 30 minutes late picking her up. It wouldn't be an issue if they didn't complain about everything we did like leave a pizza box with no pizza on a clean counter because "it was there for 2 weeks" no it wasn't, it was there for a night. She tried to say she had to show me how to wash my daughter (she didn't) and how to make her bottle (I was a new mother and never had to make my siblings bottles, my grandma or mum did that) it's just so AGHHHH!!!!! It's like when I'm late because my phone alarm didn't go off and my phone didn't ring when called, I'm the bad guy but when she brings my child 30 minutes late almost every visit if I were to say something I'd still look like the bad guy. It's starting to get to me. It's like she doesn't care if my fiance and I have plans and need to have our daughter on time instead of early or late.

Me on Tuesday and Wednesday when my dom fucked me 4 times and fingered me 4 times in 2 days.

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You’re allowed to be excited about the little things. You’re allowed to be goofy. You’re allowed to be dorky about your favorite tv show, to make blanket forts, to enjoy cheesy movies, even just to sleep with stuffed animals. You’re allowed to do any of the things that make life a little more bearable. It’s fine, ok?

I thought the best feeling was a cup of coffee and a perfect husband in the morning or breakfast in bed. I think now that the perfect feeling is having your child who's been in DCFS custody for months asleep in their pack n play while your getting cuddles from a perfect partner. He might not be completely perfect but he's mine. ❤️ My babygirl is in her pack n play, sleeping, she just woke up for 10 minutes and I rocked her back to sleep, she's in the living room and currently so are we as we went to my mum's for 5 days while our friend and their partner house sat for us because they're cool like that so we pulled out mattress from the bedroom and put it in the living room but I decided I like it there until I'm comfortable leaving my daughter in another room by herself, which won't be for a while. I love my babygirl and my husband, they're my Beautiful Things.

Though I wouldn't want my Dom to stop even while I begged for it, just stick a gag in my mouth and keep going. Will he ever know that though? Probably not. ^^

I want only him to stare at my boobs and ass, to look under my skirt at my panties when I’m bending over, he is the only one allowed to have sick and pervy thoughts about me, thinking about how weak I am and how easily he could overpower me, how good it would feel to use my body, to force his dick into my pussy, how cute I would look with tears in my eyes while begging him to stop

Happy Valentine's Day!!

Reminder!

Drink your water because if you don't, you'll be dehydrated and won't have enough saliva to drool all over their dick like a dumb pet you are ❤️✨