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"here comes a thought"

A song dear to my heart, even though I stopped watching Steven Universe a long time ago, I still get emotional over this scene. It means so much to me as someone that struggled and still struggles with intrusive thoughts, having a reaffirming song that I can keep in mind whenever it gets difficult to think just makes my day a bit better. So here we have an image I originally drew in 2017 when the song came out. The visuals of the white butterflies drew me in and I just had to paint something! With my rather limited understanding of art in my early days in 2017 it looks rather crude, but I was still proud of it. In 2019 I attempted a re-draw but never got around to finish it, leaving me with the choice of actually sitting down and crafting an entirely new redraw before the end of 2022, over 5 years later from the original. I'm incredibly proud of this image. It will come with a speedpaint I have yet to upload, but I'll do so later, as it is 4AM over here and I need to head to bed.

When the sirens sound, you'll hide under the floor But I'm not gonna go down with my hometown in a tornado I'm gonna chase it, I know

-"I Know The End"; Phoebe Bridgers

Some Chimera!Cyn sketches for the Furry!AU, I wasn't quite happy with her initial design, it was too clunky, too... different from her Civet design & I wanted to play into the trope that trauma leaves it's marks on someone, and as much as you heal, there's always a part that remains. Wether that's good or bad is for the individual to decide and a decision that is not easily made, ever.

Cyn experienced a lot of trauma of being the Solver's puppet, especially since it technically sat in her brain, like trauma does for a lot of us, being right there and steering actions & words. Physically changing for and through the Solver took a great toll on her and despite months passing, she's not quite back.

The Solver's transformation left her so different from her old self, all and nothing at once, mismatched proportions, wings and horns that are not her own, hair discolored thanks to parts of Tessa still being with her. It's hard for her and hard for the people around, but it doesn't get easier when Cyn senses that they still kind of long for the 'old Cyn', the shy and reclusive Civet woman they've met before, they spent their time with.

But she'll never come back, she's not there anymore, and they all have to arrange themselves with that.

glowing eyes hide sadness way better

A character I originally intended to be for the Top Gun universe after re-watching Top Gun:Maverick like 4 times in the theaters with my girlfriend. Though he outgrew only being considered a character living in an rather enclosed universe, so I mixed in some... well, creative aspects as well. It's more symbolic than anything, but still fits his character and backstory a lot. There's some heavy topics regarding his life, especially his childhood and relationship with his parents, but if I find the time to, I'll eventually tackle "fake screenshot" artworks with scenes from his early life :-)

Reblog from my fanart account!

While not exactly having a drive to kill & eat Worker Drones Evie is kinda irritated by them. Especially by Max, who tests her patience quite alot and is known for just staring people down like some sort of ghost standing in the hallway after you switch off the lights.

Keep reading below for more informations about the two! :D

Find her playlist here!

Max (full name Maxine, but she hates it) is a female worker drone living in a colony. She took in Evie and X after the two of them crash landed near them on the search for Evies mom. Evie tried scaring Max at first but after realizing Max gave literally zero shits she was kinda intrigued by her. Max snuck the two of them into the colony and offered them a place to crash (and... food for X. Don't ask Max where she got the bodies).

Her parents are "out" often, working as head architects for the colony in order to ensure the structures are stable and provide shelter accordingly, next to the WDF. So Max has a lot of time to herself after school and just hides two Disassembly Drones in her room for a while, lmao. It's not like anyone will notice.

Despite her seemingly unbothered nature, Max has quite some mental luggage to bear. She felt like having to act anatural to get some sense of reason in her life. Despite being well off, she feels trapped in the colony and wishes to explore beyond the things she has already seen thousands of times. Meeting Evie and X finally gave her the excuse she needed, but at the same time she fears leaving known evironments... alot. Though she hides her fears behind her seemingly unbothered nature which makes it hard for people to read her true intentions and feelings.

Max is more than willing to help Evie with finding her parents again, but she is afraid. Especially to lose the new opporturnities and friend she found.

MD Animal AU Sketches

couldn't get the idea of my own animal AU for MD out of my head and did these quick doodles lol

AS Cyn is a spotted hyena, maid Cyn is a civet cat, Uzi's a dwarf bat and V's a cat (no specific breed yet-)

i... i thought this would be funny... and somewhat fitting, idk...

inspired/based on this comic:

Reblog from my fan art account!

Papaver somniferum

'tis the day of me uploading my finished, although sketchy, design for Poppy in my PPT AU :) While I do not believe that Stella is Poppy in the game, I do made her into an AU-version of Poppy for my own version. Poppy (the doll) does exist, but she is just that: A doll toy, while Stella took inspiration from her design to basically "become" another version of her after she was attacked by 1006. More about her story in the AU can be found down below the break!

Stellas position in Playtime Co. is similar to the game's story: She's in charge of Playcare and well aware of the Bigger Bodies Initiative (BBI) going on. She worked very closely with Elliot, whom she shared a (platonic) friendship with as both of them (at least in their eyes) figured that their doings were meant to benefit children and their love for toys. Though she didn't agree with Harley Sawyers obsession with immortality she did view it as a chance for the Orphans to experience the ultimate "joy" in life.

Little did she know that her doings would just fuel another kind of "joy", more reminescent of "rage" in the experiments that happened under the hands of the BBI. When the Hour of Joy happened, she was cornered in the upper part of the factory by 1006, who in his blind rage injured her before realising who he was attacking. He hesitated before allowing Stella to escape, knowing that she wasn't like the other scientists who worked with the orphans.

Stella barely managed to escape due to her blood loss, but she survived and swore to come back to get revenge on 1006. What she wasn't aware of: 1006 was someone she very well knew, but didn't realize it yet. When she found back to her old strenght she returned to the factory, essentially becoming a new person: "Poppy". Themed after and inspired by the doll that brought Playtime Co. it's fame she swore revenge on 1006 and headed on to find him.

What she did not anticipated was the return of the Protagonist (unnamed) to the factory and essentially killing off key BBIs still roaming the factory Stella/Poppy avoided to the best of her abilities. Seeing an ally in the Protagonist who could help with her plans of revenge she eventually enticed them to follow her deeper into the factory and entering Playcare... where the two of them were encountered by old and new faces and experiments.

Fandom Art Reblog!

You recreate me Cast off my power I was willing to be weak for you But you’re unholy You’re not yourself

Another entry for the shapeshifter!AU, featuring more possessive Lane because there is going to be a dark turn in the story. And sometimes... being desired is the best feeling you might experience. A playlist to go along with the Shapeshifter!AU & this image can be found here: *Click me*

Shoot The Messenger

Based on an ask & prompt by @shroudthecursedone - Solver!Alice AU in which Alice's solver activates during Episode 6 before she gets killed.

And she's still fucking pissed at Nori for "leaving" her to die, and maybe Nori did, but who knows except for Alice! What a coincidence that she encounters her granddaughter.

I actually did look for a reason why Angel's second eye is usually covered by her hair - now I have one. Get blindsided. B) Someone's not going to be happy when she gets back to the Outpost.

Alice's Solver actually allowed her to have the organic antlers. Hey don't ask why. Solver makes organic shit, Alice apparently likes deer, so she gets to have them. Don't argue to her about it. :V

Finally was able to finish a reference sheet (actually, it was finished quite some time ago and I never exported the PNG file... whoops) for my character Johnny! He was around for quite some time before finally recieving an updated reference sheet... he was quite overdue for that one. So, Johnny has quite the troubled backstory, but finally got his redemption arc in a roleplay he stars in... hehe. He grew up in Scotland during the 50s and 60s, before fleeing to Germany when he was aroud 14 years old. Due to the nature of his parents, he's a hybrid between a vampire (mothers side) and demon (fathers side). His parents have designs as well, but to be quite honest... they're old & I haven't come around to give them proper references yet. Whoops. If you're interested in reading more about him, he has a Toyhouse page! https://toyhou.se/2727673.johnny