When the sirens sound, you'll hide under the floor But I'm not gonna go down with my hometown in a tornado I'm gonna chase it, I know
-"I Know The End"; Phoebe Bridgers
Some Chimera!Cyn sketches for the Furry!AU, I wasn't quite happy with her initial design, it was too clunky, too... different from her Civet design & I wanted to play into the trope that trauma leaves it's marks on someone, and as much as you heal, there's always a part that remains. Wether that's good or bad is for the individual to decide and a decision that is not easily made, ever.
Cyn experienced a lot of trauma of being the Solver's puppet, especially since it technically sat in her brain, like trauma does for a lot of us, being right there and steering actions & words. Physically changing for and through the Solver took a great toll on her and despite months passing, she's not quite back.
The Solver's transformation left her so different from her old self, all and nothing at once, mismatched proportions, wings and horns that are not her own, hair discolored thanks to parts of Tessa still being with her. It's hard for her and hard for the people around, but it doesn't get easier when Cyn senses that they still kind of long for the 'old Cyn', the shy and reclusive Civet woman they've met before, they spent their time with.
But she'll never come back, she's not there anymore, and they all have to arrange themselves with that.
Finally finished the reference sheet for Lane in my creature!AU! In this one Lane essentially becomes an experiment of some sorts :) I have some stuff written as well as his backstory fleshed out, but I'll upload it all in bits and pieces in the new years hehe.
Another new sona.. .or a different form of Yumi, I'm not sure! But meet Kashini. She'a s pretty light and bright fennec gal, and pretty good for some cute artwork!
Reblog from my fanart account! Made an animatic :D
Kira & T - Cheri Lady - Animatic
**Please do heed the warnings in the beginning! There's flashing imagery & mentions/implications of darker topics**
An animatic for my two Murder Drones OCs Kira & T! I honestly have to admit that I love this song and with T absolutely being in love with 80s music (and Kira) I really needed to do something with it.
A speedpaint seemed to "basic" considering I've pumped out so many in the last few weeks that I decided to go against my doctors wishes and sat on my desk for 3 days to make this. :')
Read more below the cut for additional context!
Kira, the white & black haired Worker is a former Solver test subject from the Cabin Fever Labs from 3040s-3050s until she managed to break free. She's a communication drone (having antennas that help her pick up signals and transmissions and send some of her own) and therefere used to see how the Solver abilities manifest in something other than a simple Worker Drone.
However, after a botched attempt to exorcise her with the crucifix USB, Kira started to experience vivid voices and hallucinations she was able to recieve, causing her to essentially remove her own antennas in an attempt to silence them.
"Thanks" to her Solver abilities they constantly re-grew, causing her to become extremely disphoric against her own body, hiding herself through the usage of longer hair. When she finally broke free from the Solvers mind control and met T, who's order to execute Solver Hosts was disrupted by Cyn after meeting Kira, she slowly started to accept herself more and more.
Cutting her hair (well, it's still a wig, but I guess a girl has to do what a girls gotta do LMAO) and finally freeing herself from the clothes she still had from the Cathedral test labs, Kira found herself and started to let go of her past.
Reblog from my fan art account!
'tis the day of me uploading my finished, although sketchy, design for Poppy in my PPT AU :) While I do not believe that Stella is Poppy in the game, I do made her into an AU-version of Poppy for my own version. Poppy (the doll) does exist, but she is just that: A doll toy, while Stella took inspiration from her design to basically "become" another version of her after she was attacked by 1006. More about her story in the AU can be found down below the break!
Stellas position in Playtime Co. is similar to the game's story: She's in charge of Playcare and well aware of the Bigger Bodies Initiative (BBI) going on. She worked very closely with Elliot, whom she shared a (platonic) friendship with as both of them (at least in their eyes) figured that their doings were meant to benefit children and their love for toys. Though she didn't agree with Harley Sawyers obsession with immortality she did view it as a chance for the Orphans to experience the ultimate "joy" in life.
Little did she know that her doings would just fuel another kind of "joy", more reminescent of "rage" in the experiments that happened under the hands of the BBI. When the Hour of Joy happened, she was cornered in the upper part of the factory by 1006, who in his blind rage injured her before realising who he was attacking. He hesitated before allowing Stella to escape, knowing that she wasn't like the other scientists who worked with the orphans.
Stella barely managed to escape due to her blood loss, but she survived and swore to come back to get revenge on 1006. What she wasn't aware of: 1006 was someone she very well knew, but didn't realize it yet. When she found back to her old strenght she returned to the factory, essentially becoming a new person: "Poppy". Themed after and inspired by the doll that brought Playtime Co. it's fame she swore revenge on 1006 and headed on to find him.
What she did not anticipated was the return of the Protagonist (unnamed) to the factory and essentially killing off key BBIs still roaming the factory Stella/Poppy avoided to the best of her abilities. Seeing an ally in the Protagonist who could help with her plans of revenge she eventually enticed them to follow her deeper into the factory and entering Playcare... where the two of them were encountered by old and new faces and experiments.
Dronetober - Day 2 - Glare
She's approaching you at high speed
Really wanted to draw my Synemy Design for Cyn possessed, and the prompt fit way better than I initially thought!
Find the whole Dronetober prompt list below!
sundowns martyr
Another digital drawing featuring Korpus. I told ya, he's often enough featured in my duller and color deprived artworks. The background was created with a blurred photograph of a lake and the forest I found on Google the other day. Since I loved the color aesthetic I used the image to create this rather... bland background which started to fit even more with the character in the foreground. The posing and lightning felt quite fitting for Korpus.
[cw: artistic nudity] "Scharfschützenauge"
A reference sheet done for my angel character Zodiac. She's playing a role in a roleplaying game I'm currently active in and has quite the heavy backstory. Maybe some day I'll come around to post more of her, but for now... there's many more references to be completed!
I barely use this main account anymore because I'm dumb and stupid and I forget all the time that my fandom account is much more active.
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glowing eyes hide sadness way better
A character I originally intended to be for the Top Gun universe after re-watching Top Gun:Maverick like 4 times in the theaters with my girlfriend. Though he outgrew only being considered a character living in an rather enclosed universe, so I mixed in some... well, creative aspects as well. It's more symbolic than anything, but still fits his character and backstory a lot. There's some heavy topics regarding his life, especially his childhood and relationship with his parents, but if I find the time to, I'll eventually tackle "fake screenshot" artworks with scenes from his early life :-)
Finished commission for a client on Discord! I had much fun with this one, because the background was such a relaxing task to work on. Painting hills and gras is just therapeutic, I don't really know why. Also I found a new brush to shade fur with and it went sooo smooth... this commission was like the fastest one I ever completed in that size/level of detail x)
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