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it’s crazy how much diversity there can be in one species…these are all pictures of the same bird species (red-tailed hawk)

When the sirens sound, you'll hide under the floor But I'm not gonna go down with my hometown in a tornado I'm gonna chase it, I know

-"I Know The End"; Phoebe Bridgers

Some Chimera!Cyn sketches for the Furry!AU, I wasn't quite happy with her initial design, it was too clunky, too... different from her Civet design & I wanted to play into the trope that trauma leaves it's marks on someone, and as much as you heal, there's always a part that remains. Wether that's good or bad is for the individual to decide and a decision that is not easily made, ever.

Cyn experienced a lot of trauma of being the Solver's puppet, especially since it technically sat in her brain, like trauma does for a lot of us, being right there and steering actions & words. Physically changing for and through the Solver took a great toll on her and despite months passing, she's not quite back.

The Solver's transformation left her so different from her old self, all and nothing at once, mismatched proportions, wings and horns that are not her own, hair discolored thanks to parts of Tessa still being with her. It's hard for her and hard for the people around, but it doesn't get easier when Cyn senses that they still kind of long for the 'old Cyn', the shy and reclusive Civet woman they've met before, they spent their time with.

But she'll never come back, she's not there anymore, and they all have to arrange themselves with that.

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Summertime Dive

My contest entry for the Poppy Playtime Summer Contest! I honestly just wanted to paint something and the idea I had in my mind fit their contest theme, so I decided to paint CatNap for it c:

It was kinda nice to paint something without my general approach with lineart, flatcoloring and shading, even if it took the entire day. I rarely paint, but I'm quite happy with the outcome!

don't be calling her "monster" Uzi, she's going to be your crush soon

whenever the Solver mutates Cyn's body it grotesquely re-shapes it in a matter that appears to outsiders like it's shifting itself, becoming liquid while doing so.

It hurts as much as it looks so Cyn is never thrilled for the Solver to take a new turn, adapting her body to a new part - it copies people and animals, in the scene shown it tries to emulate Uzi's facial appearance for sharper teeth & a longer snout, as the OG Cyn (a civet cat) has a fairly short muzzle and duller teeth.

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Sparrow and Grackle

Two chibis because I was too lazy to fully commit myself to human anatomy :^D Anyways, these are two design refs for my Shapeshifter!AU with Lanes and Benjis respective bird species, hehe. They can bring out their wings only but mostly chose not to as to not stick out too much - they're also pretty useless. Despite their size, Lane cannot use them for any kind of flight, Benjis are too small anyways. But they could be used for gliding/feathering small falls. Lanes left wing is also injured, the two feathers sticking out were bent and damaged during his past. (I also went and got myself a watermark for my work, hehe)

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The first iteration of my Cyn Design for my Fanfiction "Synemy"!

I figured that Uzi would help Cyn finding a style for herself, seperate from the look the Solver chose during Cyns time as host in Tessas mansion.

But she still has an affinity for bows, lol. Borrowed herself a dress and whatnot - the change in eye color will also be explained later in the story!

Find the fanfiction on AO3!

Happy Halloween!

Took the entire day to finish, battling a nasty fever atm x-x

sundowns martyr

Another digital drawing featuring Korpus. I told ya, he's often enough featured in my duller and color deprived artworks. The background was created with a blurred photograph of a lake and the forest I found on Google the other day. Since I loved the color aesthetic I used the image to create this rather... bland background which started to fit even more with the character in the foreground. The posing and lightning felt quite fitting for Korpus.

Here's the speedpaint for the image! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_zrcpIOv1DY

"here comes a thought"

A song dear to my heart, even though I stopped watching Steven Universe a long time ago, I still get emotional over this scene. It means so much to me as someone that struggled and still struggles with intrusive thoughts, having a reaffirming song that I can keep in mind whenever it gets difficult to think just makes my day a bit better. So here we have an image I originally drew in 2017 when the song came out. The visuals of the white butterflies drew me in and I just had to paint something! With my rather limited understanding of art in my early days in 2017 it looks rather crude, but I was still proud of it. In 2019 I attempted a re-draw but never got around to finish it, leaving me with the choice of actually sitting down and crafting an entirely new redraw before the end of 2022, over 5 years later from the original. I'm incredibly proud of this image. It will come with a speedpaint I have yet to upload, but I'll do so later, as it is 4AM over here and I need to head to bed.