" if i order pizza, would you have some? extra cheesy? "
“Oh, you have no idea how incredible that sounds right now. Absolutely yes.”
FORGIVENESS
"what should i apologize for; what i am or what i'm not?" //
oh, little hero, how close are you to crumbling under the weight on your shoulders? how heavy has that heart of yours gotten? how deeply has the guilt burrowed into your bones? how permanently has the grief been seared into your soul? you were so tender, and the world so cruel. loss after loss after loss, each another chip on your shoulder. because you deserved it, didn't you? if you could be better...faster...stronger...smarter...then maybe it wouldn't have happened. right? the blood stains your hands, and it won't wash out will it? but darling, it's never been your fault. you've learned to turn the rage and the regret, the guilt and the grief, inwards. if you're hurt, it's your own fault isn't it? because then there's a reason for it, because it gives you some semblance of control, doesn't it? what you seek is forgiveness, for your perceived wrongs. but oh, little skeleton, you do not need it. stop blaming yourself for what was beyond your control. let go of the past. grow. and learn to breathe with both of your lungs. stop choking on your own self hatred. the weight will ease, i promise. i love you.
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A, I, L for the NSFW alphabet ! 🖤🥰
A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
Very affectionate (especially if she’s sleepy), usually will be the one to bring up cleaning up if the other doesn’t. Absolutely always down to cuddle (gets a little disappointed if she can’t but she would never say it) 50/50 on if she behaves or tries for another round
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
Huge fan of the romantic aspect, very touchy, loves to kiss and look into someone’s eyes (if hers or theirs are open anyway)
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Cars for sure (preferably leather seats bc easier to clean), the couch and in the bathroom are also fun contenders
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L O A D I N G H U N T E R P R O F I L E… 100% LOADED \\\
Name: Ka'liyah "Kali" Wilson Age: 24 Birthday: Nov 10 Combat Proficiency: Firearms, Claymore, Grappling Background: Biological parents unknown. Taken in at age 7 by Josephine [REDACTED] in the aftermath of Chronorift Catastrophe, alongside another adolescent named Caleb [REDACTED]. Both Josephine and Caleb were declared deceased in 2049. Personality: Friendly, jovial, naturally collaborative; works proficiently in teams as well as solo. Observant. Quick learner. Known to run into danger personally if civilian safety is at risk. Often pushes self past recommended limits in perilous situations. Psychological Evaluation: Displayed heightened levels of anxiety, irritability, and impulsive behaviors in the aftermath of the Bloomshore District explosion. Note: Quarterly mental health screenings are encouraged.
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