How I think my day is going versus how its really going...
the transition im crying
slowly accepting the fact that life doesn’t always go the way we want.
I'm not gonna lie.... I do feel this. From when I was kid, I'd always mimic the MCs in anime and cartoons. I personally loved the timeskips because for me, it was like I'm growing and learning along with them, showing off my newly acquired skills and feeling like others as well as myself could see those changes. But now... I'm moving faster than them... too fast but also too slow. There's now a disconnect in what I watch and its a quiet heartbreak that I've aged past them... Damn.
the fact that i'm no longer the same age as the protagonists of novels and films i once connected to is so heartbreaking. there was a time when I looked forward to turning their age. i did. and i also outgrew them. i continue to age, but they don't; never will. the immortality of fiction is beautiful, but cruel.
This needs to be everything from now on...
that lizzo quote about loving yourself as a tactic of survival
Here's my grass is greener type thought but I wish I was the kind of neurodivergent who wasn't always aware of so many social cues. Ignorance can be truly bliss in terms of socializing.
“The hardest part of letting go is understanding that the other person is okay without you.”
— B.M.
I FUCKIN’ WISH!
When the truth hurts 😭
im always like hehe im so smart i will avoid shame by never doing anything ever but then i feel ashamed of not living and it turns out i didn't escape any sort of discomfort i just traded it in for a less rewarding kind
Can I get a poster of this please??
Images that you would probably not see again @thoughtstherapy