Accept that you still feel upset about how you were treated, and allow that feeling to pass through you. You don't have to pretend it's not there. You don't have to pretend to forgive the other person if you don't feel so. You can still feel hurt even if years have passed. It's valid, especially if you swept your feelings under the rug back in the days. Find your way to accept the pain, grieve, and let it be in the past where it belongs. Free yourself from these chains. From your fears. From what has been. Life changes. It brings you lessons, but also rewards (and often both are in the form of very different people). Be open to the latter now.
I wonder if they could pull me out
Franny Choi, from "I Guess By Now I Thought I’d Be Done With Shame"
How I think my day is going versus how its really going...
the transition im crying
I come to realize that I've been holding onto lot of things, it is straining me, and my mental health, I've been feeling side effects of it, and it's affecting, my other life choices, so, I have decided to let things go. Focusing on what I have rather than what I had, Gone is long gone and cannot come back, It is reality and I've accepted that. Gone is my ability to multitask, And handle all things at once, So I've decided to focus on one task at most, Gone is my attitude to be carefree, So I've decided to be a little bit silly, with my friends and those whom I trust, Gone is my self positivity and confidence that I had, So I've decided celebrate little milestones I reach, Nothing is permanent in this world, So why would some things stay for almost forever, I can't keep holding onto things that are straining me, So I've decided to let things go, in order to archive peace.
©Pen_Pain_Poetry
slowly accepting the fact that life doesn’t always go the way we want.
And it's only nine in the afternoon....
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