(via Aaron Lohan's: audacity. to their authentic realistic stature. Sticker by John Tyler Mounce) #AaronLohan. #Redbubble #PhotosbyJohnTyler was a time when.. now nearly a decade's gone so a revamped version had to occur, be created and gave a newborn attribute attentively..
"Boy Named August"
Almost at six now I see clear
The darkness has gone away, my dear.
My mind is renewed and fresh
As prideful tears my mother has wept
A man is what I'm finally becoming
While thirty is just around the corner
I am thrown into a new land
Far away from what I've knew before
This place is small but huge to me.
Big is the greater possibilities.
A new identity, a different me.
This version isn't high from crystal.
This person can clearly think.
Growth and maturity have taken place.
Something only time is responsible for..
Counting days weeks instead of days
As I wait for November, somewhere new to lay..
I'll be released with 9 months new.
A cleansed soul and body, my baby due.
The name for my spawn may be odd
But gender is male, he is my brother.
August burned without a scar.
This month is one to remember.
Six is half and almost full,
10 pounds with some ounces.
Infant child of mine.
Written on: August 20, 2016.
Accompanied by photography of 36 year old self, starting at 5AM..
Pinky's Brain
As I bump my head the pain lingers,
I slowly feel my scalp with my fingers
The touch of hair and skin
But what I want to feel, is the brain within
I try to imagine the texture under skull
Shall I grab a knife not sharpened but dull?
To make the incision more difficult
Nothing easy, more complex like my mind
I want this task to take time.
Get down to each section, starting left
Then right. Cut it through the center
Of my crown that has surrendered.
Giving up a piece of myself to fully
Understand myself I am my own..
Experiment. I am the rat.
Written on: August, 21st 2016.
Loretta's Coals of Gold, believer.
Looking back without regret
Felt like I had a diamond
Cole is this Loretta occupying mine
Within a field of depth that's focused
Memories made moments mending..
A turn to point directly to aim
Believe to such exquisite poise, playful.
The exposed went undetermined
Unicorns drift of true stance
In a company now in high-demand
A right hand gesture to submit,
Merely an offering a bliss to blend,
Collaboration to deem a creation.
No exceptions without figures dating
Strictly caused to perform work ethics
Earning a covet those called too far..
Brash branding.
Believer.
Jumble.
Thought we had kissed hello
In that moment of bliss
Sunny day, starry night
Deja Vu played once more
The Twilight had caught the sun's glare
Beaming with cries of happiness
The tunnel wasn't lost or confusing
Along alley way of fun had developed
Brand new muses were on sight
Drinks with oranges dazzle the tongue
Mouths that speaks of poetry
Words have been stuck. Jumble.
It's my 7 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳
A major win is except the center, circles.
Incredulous instinct of an incubus
Concession the sounds that crawl
Kiosk a crafted killing to kinetics
Relented the roads of rightful
Schmoo with Ricki Lake's shampoo
Hairspray the sappy Mrs. Universe
Gross with the gift of grief
Mischievously a mentor to millions
Prison is the plea of pupil's pocket
Death is the amount injected to our
Stunning sight of mind's eye that
Is a gorgeous shade of hazel
Lively my trait to billions of others
Badly needing to know they're beautiful
Victorious once bending to touch their toes.
Hudson's Hymn, playing along.
We're not as the same
Even when failing daughter
All that I am's is prayer
On the right foot celebration
Not me are beauty's truth
With claws to get uncomfortable
Too early thy saving nakes
Sometimes being since not you
All in beauty is..
Our truths.
Codings of normalities conducted addict
To start they punished playground
The merry-gone-round effect
To one's dismay to bring upon
A shoved needle into viens
The blood drawn back engages
With the registered shot gave
To enter the rush towards
Holiday blitz goes they brain
Spun to an exhile's corrupt
An addict had needed fixing
So there went thine syringe
With their marriage on the rocks
A divorce should be final, to torment one no longer.
Regain, comeback please
To state of blissful normalities conduct codings..
DILEMO does this Decadence of Divine.
One card right, last card is left
An overage of a fact to which is false
Fiction the friction that accurately attacks
You're mind degree to fully intact
A way to lower this stack of knowledgeable,
The officialize of these artifacts.
They're the trivial of tactics to expose
False or fact.
Slide towards the right track..
DILEMO.
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