so i came back to tumblr after a month or two not really being active and seemingly I cant scroll down my message inbox anymore? to be fair i dont really chat a lot with people anyways (idk it just makes me feel anxious im sorry nothing against people i just tend to think too much and over analize when i dont respond for a while and then I feel bad so I just kinda avoid it please i know it sounds really stupid but i kinda just dont know) but maybe it just doesnt show deactivated blogs anymore or is this an error from tumblr??
just had a really funny but also depressing but also really hot degrading thought about myself and since im so bad at blogging regularly π ill just share it
Its about how i seemingly always had this affection for strong authoritative and domineering cold hearted handsome men. Theres no real reason for it other than nature and how evolution made me (if it works that way haha)
When I watched Titanic for the first time when I was around 9, the man i was infatuated with and fantasized about being in the arms of and having long deep kisses with was the dark-haired handsome Italian guy that slapped Rose in that one scene, not Leo. I thought Leo was cute or handsome too but the other one made me breath and seriously gave me the first memory of feeling that kind of thrill that makes me gasp and my heart suddenly making a really long strong beat (or flash in my tummy) that stuck in my head when it comes to romantic or "man and woman together" fantasies
I mentioned this early experience re Titanic a while ago I think but it just came up to me again and I realized that all the woman objectifying degrading fuckdoll mysoginist blogs on Tumblr and the way they say "you're born to be a pleasure toy stress reliever for your man" must without a joke really really really be 100% completely true in my case. I'm not sure if I'm even trying to sexy talk or be horny but I have absolutely always felt drawn to strong domineering men who are posessive and cool and confident but also play with me and use me and manipulate me I WAS BORN THIS WAY. also I was NEVER abused or really had any traumatic experience to note, this is just how I am apparently and it must be in my genes or in my brain from the start when i came into this world
missionary because i want to make out with you, look in to your eyes, cover your face in kisses
Good girls play every day
Good girls rub their minds away
Good girls think with their clit
Good girls edge for hours
Good girls give in to their lust and let it control them
Good girls trigger others to relapse and play, to get themselves off
Good girls scroll through Tumblr to stay wet all day
Good girls worship porn and pleasure
Good girls buy new toys and lingerie to feed their lust
Good girls ache to please, serve and obey
Good girls brainwash themselves
Good girls goon themselves dumb
Good girls make themselves late for things because they canβt stop touching
Good girls do it all because edging feels too good to stop
Are you going to be a good girl this year?
A simple lesson for simple dollz:
my mom would sometimes call me kleines faultier or little sloth when i was small and didnt wanna do smth π₯Ίπ
hope one makes up for the other? ππβ€οΈπ
18+ only. all minors leave pls. new account since my old one (innocent-little-princess99) got banned :(
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