It Cost Me 500 Tickets To Get This Fucker. (We Still Had +2000 Extra Tickets).

I feel like shit. My minds gone to shit. I’m trying to write what I want to but I can’t process shit. This THING. EXCISTENCE. Is a piece of shit.

I can’t believe my pornstash costs/will cost me $176.40

I would definitely try to kill myself before school; if that didn’t work I’d just slap on a bandaid and get on the bus like nothing happened.

What are we to cats?

Gods?

Aliens?

Just people?

Ummm so I’m having a panic attack from fuckjng Don’t look up

O p - C e n t e r by T o m C l a n c y

G e r a l d ’ s G a m e by S t e p h e n K i n g

T h e Z o m b i e S u r v i v a l G u i d e : C o m p l e t e P r o t e c t i o n F r o m T h e L i v i n g D e a d by M a x B r o o k s

T h e P a t i e n t by M i c h a e l P a l m e r

T h e C o l o r a d o K i d by S t e p h e n K i n g

M y N a m e I s R e d by O r h a n P a m u k

T h e G o l d f i n c h b y D o n n a T a r t t

T h e S c i e n c e F i c t i o n C o l l e c t i o n , B o o k C l u b : H o u s t o n , H o u s t o n D o Y o u R e a d ? by J a m e s T i p t r e e , J r

T h e S c i e n c e F i c t i o n Co l l e c t i o n , B o o k C l u b : S t a r d a n c e by S p i d e r and J e a n n e R o b i n s o n

B o s s y p a n t s by T i n a F e y

H i r o s h i m a by J o h n H e r s e y

E y e F o r A n E y e by T . F r a n k M u i r

G i r l I n T h e B l u e C o a t by M o n i c a H e s s e

T h e F e v e r by M e g a n A b b o t t

T h e S u n A n d H e r F l o w e r s by R u p i K a u r

T h e D e v i l ’ s D i c t i o n a r y by A m b r o s e B i e r c e

U n d e r T h e D o m e by S t e p h e n K i n g

S a t u r n ’ s R a c e by L a r r y N i v e n and S t e v e n B a r n e s

I just went to Chuck E Cheese for the first time since I was a kid and no joke I got way to into it. Like we went there for my cousins kid, but honestly, I found something I liked and I fucking got it.

So, I have another addiction. I buy more books than I can read. I JUST BOUGHT ANOTHER ONE! There’s an actual fucking PILE of books in my office that hasn’t gone down! I’m FUCKED you guys, I’M FUCKED.

1 and 1/2 years clean……..

1 AnD 1/2 yEaRs ClEaN………….

1 AND 1/2 YEARS FUCKING CLEAN……………..

CAN YOU BELIEVE I DIDN’T CUT MYSELF FOR 1 AND 1/2 FUCKING YEARS AFTER ALL THIS FUCKIN THERAPY AND ALL THESE FUCKING MEDS THE MINUTE ME AND MY PARENTS START FIGHTING IT ALL GOES TO SHIT………….FUCK

NEVER WATCH IN THE TALL GRASS WHILE HIGH AS FUCK