Ummm So I’m Having A Panic Attack From Fuckjng Don’t Look Up

I got a Nendoroid (496, Koizumi Hanayo) and I fucking love it. I really hope I don’t get addicted to these things.

Constantly going between (the stages of) hating going to college (being afraid and all that shit) and being so (incredibly) happy for it

My first Furby and new addition to the family

EDEN

Eden was made by Louie inc. on Mercari.

I feel like shit. My minds gone to shit. I’m trying to write what I want to but I can’t process shit. This THING. EXCISTENCE. Is a piece of shit.

You ever just watch a movie and once it’s over you WANT to cry but ¿¿it doesn’t make sense?? cause the movie wasn’t SAD or anything it was just so beautiful you want to scream AND sob

Does anyone else just hate their tits. Like absolutely despises them. I just looked in the mirror, saw them, and felt nauseous. God I want to throw up so bad. Why are they there?! And why do I have to have them?!?

1 and 1/2 years clean……..

1 AnD 1/2 yEaRs ClEaN………….

1 AND 1/2 YEARS FUCKING CLEAN……………..

CAN YOU BELIEVE I DIDN’T CUT MYSELF FOR 1 AND 1/2 FUCKING YEARS AFTER ALL THIS FUCKIN THERAPY AND ALL THESE FUCKING MEDS THE MINUTE ME AND MY PARENTS START FIGHTING IT ALL GOES TO SHIT………….FUCK

I just went to Chuck E Cheese for the first time since I was a kid and no joke I got way to into it. Like we went there for my cousins kid, but honestly, I found something I liked and I fucking got it.

O p - C e n t e r by T o m C l a n c y

G e r a l d ’ s G a m e by S t e p h e n K i n g

T h e Z o m b i e S u r v i v a l G u i d e : C o m p l e t e P r o t e c t i o n F r o m T h e L i v i n g D e a d by M a x B r o o k s

T h e P a t i e n t by M i c h a e l P a l m e r

T h e C o l o r a d o K i d by S t e p h e n K i n g

M y N a m e I s R e d by O r h a n P a m u k

T h e G o l d f i n c h b y D o n n a T a r t t

T h e S c i e n c e F i c t i o n C o l l e c t i o n , B o o k C l u b : H o u s t o n , H o u s t o n D o Y o u R e a d ? by J a m e s T i p t r e e , J r

T h e S c i e n c e F i c t i o n Co l l e c t i o n , B o o k C l u b : S t a r d a n c e by S p i d e r and J e a n n e R o b i n s o n

B o s s y p a n t s by T i n a F e y

H i r o s h i m a by J o h n H e r s e y

E y e F o r A n E y e by T . F r a n k M u i r

G i r l I n T h e B l u e C o a t by M o n i c a H e s s e

T h e F e v e r by M e g a n A b b o t t

T h e S u n A n d H e r F l o w e r s by R u p i K a u r

T h e D e v i l ’ s D i c t i o n a r y by A m b r o s e B i e r c e

U n d e r T h e D o m e by S t e p h e n K i n g

S a t u r n ’ s R a c e by L a r r y N i v e n and S t e v e n B a r n e s

My dumbass really thought today was gonna be a good day