Latest Posts by imnotevenlisteniing - Page 6

i feel like throwing up when someone compliments me because how could you so blatantly lie to my face like that

Bpd is not being able to love yourself unless someone else loves you, but never fully believing that they could actually love someone like you.

being hungry: 😀

everyone hearing the sound of my stomach rumbling:

I hate borderline wtf is wrong with me I hate my stupid fucking emotional brain why can’t it just feel normal to be annoyed for a second why do I have to make it a whole fucking issue why does anger feel so intense for no reason

okay im gonna go smoke and pretend i enjoy being alive

bpd feeling like a life sentence

I have this silly little feeling in my chest that's making me want to die

my body is the worst most uncomfortable place ive ever lived in

I WANT TO BE NATURALLY SKINNY I AM SICK OF THIS SHIT I WANT TO BE COMFORTABLE IN MY OWN BODY LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE THIS SHIT SUCKS I AM THINKING ABOUT BEING SKINNIER EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY FOR THE PAST TEN YEARS AND I AM NOT EVEN KIDDING IT IS EXHAUSTING!!!!

i’m just so fucking tired i don’t think sleeping for 20 days straight would help i need to die

My bpd symptoms aren't that bad if I don't care about anything, or let anyone get close to me, or leave my house or