Sorry for infodumping about my special interest out of nowhere, you said a keyword and it activated my unskippable dialogue
who called him UGLY? your baby Malleus is beautiful and I love him so very much. He is just a little guy! A single brain cell bounces around in his little head and when it hits a corner he has one (1) single thought!
lilia agrees he is a dapper little lad.
“how did you get into writing” hey so writing got into me
I love rambling as you can see
Thank you TWST fandom now I can actually properly work on outlining. This project ended up being much bigger than I intended oops. I just have to decide when Things Take Place. It's either going to be between books 6 and 7 or post-7 and I can't choose which
Hello TWST fandom I am enlisting your aid
I need to separate the following characters into duos for the sake of a project (temporary roommates). Which ones would you duo up and why
Ace
Ortho
Vil
Kalim
Jack
Leona
Jade
Floyd
Can range from "I think they'd make a good pair in an emergency" to "It's actually feasible they'd be willing to share a dorm room for a few days" to "I just think it'd be funny"
Objectively speaking, the fanfic I’m reading is not good, but my goodness, it’s made my afternoon that much more enjoyable
saying “i want him” about the character but not in a romantic or sexual way . i just Require him i need to Obtain him
Something we don’t really talk about enough, and I’ll probably write about more later, is Malleus’ kindness and how, even though at times it’s taken wrongly by others, it persists despite his past and what he went through. He is still kind in his own way and he tries to be.
Can you imagine being a little one and being “cursed” from such a young age? Can you imagine? Watching others receive the love and care you always wanted, and despite it all?? You still try to be kind?
Imagine having to hold your emotions in, practically numbing yourself from everything? Because to feel any emotions would harm others? Do you realize the strength it would take to do that? And still be kind?
To still have the…openness to try and get along with humans even when they tend to see you in an unfavorable light? To hope that someone treats you normally?
By all means, if you think of some of the experiences that he went through since he was a child, someone weaker would not be able to handle what he has.
He’s cursed with powers that he can’t handle by the senate who only want to use him and show their importance. The senate who probably have cursed generations of draconias most likely.
Malleus who had to be careful with the way he laughed or talked in fear of hurting someone accidentally.
He was able to see Lilia who came to visit him and at times sneak in to see him. The one person he can be himself with and even then he accidentally hurt him.
The Malleus, who people said was boring and arrogant, but we know now why he was don’t we? Because he had to be to control his powers.
But also Malleus, who snuck away to see Lilia, who took care of silver because it would make Lilia happy. But also, someone who grows to care for that little babe.
But can we also add on this? Malleus, who was “blessed” with these curses having to see Silver, who was “blessed” out of love. (The silver hair not the sleeping curse) and despite it all, he didn’t resent silver, he loved him. (He still loved him despite knowing the truth about who killed his mother)
Can you imagine the strength it takes to be this kind?? To continue to be this kind? And not let it foster to hate and anger?
In a way, Malleus reminds me of Lilia. His parallels with Lilia is never ending. Lilia, for everything he went through, had all the reason to grow to hate humanity but he changed through his journey.
Malleus, in a way, is also like this. He has all the reason to hate and have anger, but he doesn’t. He shows kindness repeatedly. Sometimes that kindness isn’t translated well, but despite it all, he is kind. He’s not someone who grew to hate and have anger in him. When he had all the more reason too than anyone else.
Dazai bragging to Verlaine about how human Chuuya is, totally no homo (very homo)
So writers joke a lot about "drinking the tears of our readers", but I want to be so honest with you when I tell you that making you cry isn't our real goal. Making you feel is.
Kicking your feet? Giggling? Can't stop smiling? And yes, crying? Feeling anything, everything. That's our goal. That means we did The Job.
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