Her: I feel like it’s always raining..
Him: How?
Her: The whole world just seems so gray. It’s as if someone laid an everlasting blanket of fog over me.
Him: But you said things were getting better..
Her: I thought they were, but how could it possibly get better when people just keep hurting me. How could I feel better when there isn’t a single person who likes me.
Him: I like you.
Her: you’re lying
Him: I'm not!... *sigh* I don't think you understand how much I love you..
Maybe you wonder why. But mostly.. You try not to think about it.
Short film "ReMoved" by Nathanael Matanick
Me: Wow, I'm actually happy.
My Brain: ha! No you aren't
Me: What do you mean?
My Brain: Here are memories of all the things that you fucked up. Oh! Don't forget about the people that used to be a big part of your life but aren't anymore!
Me: ........oh yeah........
I used to feel at home whenever I talked to you. But now it’s more like when you check into a motel; familiar, yet cold and neglected.
Things Change #3 // @im.not.living.im.surviving on ig
“Blades and Burns, may change my turns, but you will always hurt me..”
Sticks and stones//Remake~Myself (via broken-mind-broken-life)
I can feel myself spiraling out of control but I have no idea how to stop it.
Make It Stop {via idoubtanyonecares}
Yeah, stars can’t shine without darkness. But what do you do when even the stars start to fade away?
}Å.G.P.{
I wonder what it would feel like to not be sad all the time. To believe in yourself. To trust people when they say they care about you. To reply with something other than “Fine” when people ask you how you’re doing. To wake up in the morning and not have your first thought be “I don’t want to do this anymore”
//Å.G.P.// (via idoubtanyonecares)
i posted this almost a year and a half ago. things have gotten so much better than they were back then. i know that many of the people who read this felt the same way i did at the time due to the amount of notes it has. i hope that some of them/you are also doing better now. even if it's not by much.
I know what it feels like now.
I don’t think you will ever fall as deeply into this depression as me. Want to know why?.. Because every time you’re sad, I know exactly what to say… All the things that you didn’t.
You never helped me, but I’ll help you because no one deserves to feel this way // @im.not.living.im.surviving on ig
During the day, I try as hard as hard as I can to be positive. And most days.. I succeed :) But every single night, the pain comes rushing back. And I don’t think any amount of positivity will end that…
Å.G.P.
When you came, my nightmares turned to dreams. But when you left, my daydreams became my nightmares.
I want my dreams back
"Why haven't you given up on me yet?"•Å.G.P.•All poems/quotes are original unless reblogged or I say that they aren't.
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