I Don't Feel Like I Deserve Love Because I Haven't Done Anything To Earn It. I Believe There Must Be

There are a few moments where I spend time with myself.. when my thoughts take over there is some heavy feeling in my chest, I become an unknown person, I feel like staying in isolation and breaking things and scream out loud...since I'm unable to do all those.. I scream without a voice and hands began to crawl over my face , I act like a mentally ill person , I feel like scratching my face, hitting myself, I just feel like destroying everything, my hands and legs crumbles and most of the time I scratch my face , I cry quietly. What is happening with me

Love stories are not about love, they are about what happens to people when they are in love .

-Imtiaz Ali

Two Ways to Unbottle Emotions

1 .Talk to Someone

Issue: When you talk, you're often asked, "What happened? Why are you sad? What's the reason?" But do you have exact answers for all of these questions? Most of the time, no.

2. Cry It Out

Issue: Crying too much leaves you feeling exhausted—so much so that it weakens your body, making it difficult to even move.

And what does this lead to?

"Bottling up the emotions."

And what does bottling up emotions result in?

"Mental exhaustion."

With no solution, this condition spirals into:

"Impending doom."

And the deadly fallback solution?

"The end of everything "

Time(Zorvan) is the ultimate force.

Zorvanism

It teaches that destiny is fixed, and humans can’t change what’s fated.

So, enjoying life through love, wine, nature, and poetry is a rational way to cope with life’s uncertainties

“I promised no more poetry and I'd rather think of this as a confession: you are still the first person I want to share new things with.”

— Trista Mateer, Honeybee

“you are still learning. you are still changing. you are still growing. breathe. you will find your way.”

— Unknown

“Close the door. Remove the dust. Stop being who you were, and change into who you are.”

— Paulo Coelho

“if ever you were in the vicinity of a loner, you might believe there is tranquillity in solitude, but if ever you were a loner, you know solitude is an escape from the pandemonium in a world that never could hear you screaming.”

— Ekta Somera

She is no longer the best Candidate to share my feelings with...

She lost it...