Chennai Was The " Best" Place With My " Best" Friends Around

And tht became a biggest problems of mine

I talk too much when I like someone.

I CAN ,I CAN ,I CAN, I CAN,

I CAN DO IT

Can't stand people who go silent just because they're having a mood swing.

Absolutely immature and infuriating.

I don’t understand why everyone is so afraid of adult conversations. You don’t like me ? Tell me. You don’t wanna talk to me? Don’t ignore me. You’re mad at me ? Let me know . I’m wrong ? let’s talk. We don’t agree? Share ur viewpoints. It’s really not that hard.

“True friendship is when two friends can walk in opposite directions, yet remain side by side.”

— Josh Grayson, Sia

Do not feel lonely. The entire universe is inside you ✻.ღ.*.Rumi.*.ღ.✻ ƬĤΛИҠ Y♡Ʊ F♡Ŕ ßƐĪИƓ  

I really wanna get out of this kurti version of me

Anxiety! Is worse than depression

I think this is because anxiety doesn’t just affect your mood, it affects your physical body, especially your nervous system. When my anxiety gets severe, I can barely breathe. My breath is short. My whole body is tense, especially my chest and shoulders. My forehead feels like it is going to explode. My body sort of quits working. I can’t talk, I can’t think, I can’t process anything, I can’t even move. I don’t expect “normal” people to understand, but when I am THAT bad, I feel like I am going to die. My body is in panic mode and although I know there is no fire, my body doesn’t care. It sounds the alarms anyway. I don’t know how else to explain this to other people, but I seriously can’t function during those times. People always say things like “why didn’t you answer the phone or reply to my text?” The real answer is because I was literally checked out.

Everyone gets anxiety at times. In my opinion, what most people describe as anxiety is just stress. Chronic anxiety is like stress x 10000%.

I generally go into depression after weeks of high anxiety. It’s difficult to focus or get things done when I have anxiety. And as you can imagine, it is VERY exhausting walking around 24/7 feeling like that. Add to that insomnia. In my experience, depression is not really sadness. I either feel nothing at all or I feel a deep sense of shame for feeling nothing at all. I care a lot, then I care about nothing at all, then my body is like WTF get your shit together you worthless piece of shit! It’s a cycle. I think that I become numb because my body is worn out from trying to feel everything at once when I was in the anxiety phase. I feel nothing because the pleasure/pain response is turned off. I become a zombie. I think feeling nothing, although not ideal, is easier than feeling everything at once.

I’m both clingy and a bully when I’m comfortable with you.

My inner child.. she used to be a quiet girl.. nobody talked to her..she had no friends.. she used to be alone..she talked very little..she is scared of her mom. But her adult version is different.. She got really amazing friends. She loves talking she loves to meet new ppl. She likes to do a lot of things. I think the inner child version is activated after that attack and now she has controlled my mind and body ..she is not willing to mingle. I, as an adult, am now scared of situations that once scared my inner child.