“I Think One Of My Favorite Feelings Is Laughing With Someone And Realizing Half Way Through How Much

In times of stress or crisis, close your eyes , count to three, and the open it , remember that "The past is gone, the world is a good place, and it's all going to be OK."

The Blind side

I don’t understand why everyone is so afraid of adult conversations. You don’t like me ? Tell me. You don’t wanna talk to me? Don’t ignore me. You’re mad at me ? Let me know . I’m wrong ? let’s talk. We don’t agree? Share ur viewpoints. It’s really not that hard.

And tht became a biggest problems of mine

I talk too much when I like someone.

You feel like you're drifting away from your friends

You feel like u don't belong anywhere

You feel you don't know them anymore

You feel like you're not a part of them

There are a few moments where I spend time with myself.. when my thoughts take over there is some heavy feeling in my chest, I become an unknown person, I feel like staying in isolation and breaking things and scream out loud...since I'm unable to do all those.. I scream without a voice and hands began to crawl over my face , I act like a mentally ill person , I feel like scratching my face, hitting myself, I just feel like destroying everything, my hands and legs crumbles and most of the time I scratch my face , I cry quietly. What is happening with me

I'm not really looking to be loved nor to feel how it feels to fall in love

I know I break boundaries.

I know my friends are pissed.

I know what I'm doing is no good.

I know my actions will harm me.

I know it will destroy my inner peace.

And I still do it.

But I don’t blame myself, nor do I try to warn.

After a point, I just stop because…

I know I’m stubborn, and once my mind is made up, nothing will change it.

So, I do it.

I do whatever my fragile heart wants and yearns for,

Even though the feeling doesn’t last long.

I do it.

But I also let it hurt.

I let myself bear the consequences.

It’s hard, but I’ll do it.

And one thing I’m glad about is that I’m always there for myself

Before and after anything bad happens.

I don’t put myself down.

I don’t curse myself for the poor decisions I make.

I let it hurt, but with my utmost care and concern.

I accept that this action was meant to happen,

And it’s okay to make stupid decisions.

We all make mistakes and outgrow them eventually.

I’m gentle with my heart,

And I love that about myself.

please don’t get tired of me. i’m trying my best

Turned over 20 pages.. Still couldn't find any new twist to spice things a bit..

Ahh but won't lose hope.. Its somewhere around to make an iconic entry to cheer me up

Imma waiting keenly for ya kiddo

“Move on. It’s a chapter in your life. Don’t close the book, just turn the page for a new chapter.”

— Brooklyn Copeland

I’m both clingy and a bully when I’m comfortable with you.